NILAMASRA*

2006-11-17T09:56:00.000+08:00

HEYLO.

Exhaustion is finally kicking in.
So, i have decided to cancel the Sentosa trip with my fellow SCs, and my AKE practise this afternn.
Yes, i am just tired, ok?
Toodles.

2006-11-08T07:55:00.000+08:00

THE END OF PW

It was all PW & movies since a week ago.
& today will be our last oral presentation rehearsal, before D-DAY, tmr!
To all of my PW grp members, thanks for all of the wonderful times we had spent together.
The long meetings.
The bonding sessions.
Seoul Gardens.
KFCs.
Movies.
Lectures.
Presentations.
G-Mails.
Text msgs.
Ya get the drift. =p

I will miss our months & months of work and play.
LAMENESS too!!! Lol.
We shall all wear our leather charms for tmr's OP.
Let's hope all of our hardwork pays off.
Let's also aim for a B1/B2, as a grp/individual!

Oh right.
Off to rehearsal in school.
Daaaa.

2006-10-31T23:01:00.000+08:00

FRIENDS & FAMILY

A booty-licious workout to start a fresh my morning.
With, Dar! *Mmwhahs.

By noon, settling down in the classrm.
Got ready for more Project Work, while Dar busily prepared our cup noodles, for lunch. Tom Yam, rocks my tongue, yay!

Along came, Shi Qi and Ronald.
With 4 cups of bubbleteas for each of us.
I love oreo chocolate, & pearls.

Fine-tuned our oral presentation slides.
Insert individual pictures, for introduction purposes.
And, Dar taught me how to be a terrorist!
Oopsie. More or less, he taught me how to play CS.
I definitely need to smooth my navigations, and work through the maps.

Raining & pouring.
Movie-time, or in politically correct terms, group bonding session, yet.
The Prestige, 4 stars ratings. Worth the $6.50.

By the way, i do intend to continue working as a part-timer at HMV, this Nov/Dec.
Music!!! Makes the people, come together...
I miss my colleagues.

Best wishes, to pooface taggers.

2006-10-29T11:02:00.000+08:00

JALAN RAYA WITH MY DEAREST FAMILY II

And now, i got to get ready to head for a meeting at my friend's place. Damn Project Work, can?!

2006-10-29T10:33:00.000+08:00

JALAN RAYA WITH MY DEAREST FAMILY!

Hey, you.
I had the loveliest time yesterday, out and about, visiting relatives.
You know, relatives which you practically meet them, only once a year.
So, it really was enjoyable.
Despite the rain, and the high heels.
And the public transport.
No sweat.

And, i believe there's a need to just tell you, that all of my baju kurung, are tailored by my grand-aunt.
My mama usually goes out hunting for cloth, months before Hari Raya.
At places, like JB, or Kampung Jawa, Bugis.
Then, to jazz up or add a dash of sparkle, i will sew beads on them, on the sleeves, and on the neck line.
One and only.

For your feast.

2006-10-29T10:25:00.000+08:00

JALAN RAYA WITH SCHOOLMATES II

2006-10-29T10:08:00.000+08:00

JALAN RAYA WITH SCHOOLMATES!

For my darling friends in O5S2.
Thanks for inviting my Dar and me, for the S2 jalan raya outing. :))
S5 & S2 rock my green packets!
Grab these pics!

2006-10-26T15:48:00.000+08:00

A PRAYER

As i was waiting for the bus to arrive, right outside the school, i received a call from my Nani, informing me that my fellow schmate/AKE friend, Siti Fadinah, had left us early that morning, in her sleep.
The moment it finally came to my senses, tears were already flowing down my cheeks.
Even though we weren't that close, we did had a share of our occasional jokes, fun and laughter.
It kinda affected me so much so, that i cried all along the bus ride.
She was supposed to share the Melody with me, for Chan Mali Chan, in the upcoming performance we're going to have at Esplanade.
Now, the only thing that i can offer to her, is a prayer sent up above for she whom have left us yesterday.
Rest in peace, & may Allah bless you. Amin.

Sadness aside.
Here are more pixxies taken during the first day of Hari Raya.

Lots of love.

2006-10-25T00:07:00.000+08:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI!

Buckets of fun.
Enjoyment.
Entertaining.
Touching.
Memorable.
Happiness.
Lovable.
Apologies.
Forgiving.
Rendang & lontong & ayam.
Kuih-muih.
Adorable.
And many others, which only God knows. :))

I love my family, to bits.

2006-10-23T15:22:00.000+08:00

Arrival.

Yes, oh yes, for gdness sake, i'm back and kickin daisies.
I was pretty dazed myself deciding on the colour theme for my current template.
So, i finally went all out with a sort of orangey hues, and flowers. It goes pretty well with brown, dirty green, bronze, amber, the works.
Buckets of THANKS to my lil sista, phAt.
She's the mastermind behind the minutes detail of the template itself. Once again, i owe you one.

I've nth much to say, except for those who haven't quite seem for retro years, i had my hair cropped short.

Oh! HAPPY 1 YR 4 MTHS ANNIVERSARY, MY DEAR!

Life's a blessing with you by my side. Despite how cliche' it sounds, dardar, i love you with all of my heart. TDDUP.

With warm wishes.

2006-10-22T13:52:00.000+08:00

BACK AGAIN. :))

2005-10-27T09:33:00.001+08:00

*lAlalAla*
Humming to a song.

Nyehh.
Currently in the school library, researching for my Physics project.
MAK's on my left, and Wan's on my right.
Probably think we'll slack the whole day.
Games; GP.?
Movie; Malay.?
Perhaps, perhaps, perhaps.

Oooh Weee.!
Promoted to Yr 2.
Maths; A [distinction.!]
Physics; E
Econs; F =( [hopeless..]
GP: C6
MT: B3

Coolness, wonderfoolness, greatness.
Even though i'm supposed to be celebrating my victory, I'm also deeply saddened by the fact that a number of my dearest classmates will not be able to join us in O5S5 next yr.
Yet, they'll always be in our hearts.
Oops, emosi seh.
Yearh, friends, always be.

Diva Lina Sam, promoted.!
Lol, i'm happie for you. (((:
Fun filled yr ahead of us, '06.

Outta here now.
Boo.

2005-10-27T09:33:00.000+08:00

*lAlalAla*
Humming to a song.

Nyehh.
Currently in the school library, researching for my Physics project.
MAK's on my left, and Wan's on my right.
Probably think we'll slack the whole day.
Games; GP.?
Movie; Malay.?
Perhaps, perhaps, perhaps.

Oooh Weee.!
Promoted to Yr 2.
Maths; A [distinction.!]
Physics; E
Econs; F =( [hopeless..]
GP: C6
MT: B3

Coolness, wonderfoolness, greatness.
Even though i'm supposed to be celebrating my victory, I'm also deeply saddened by the fact that a number of my dearest classmates will not be able to join us in O5S5 next yr.
Yet, they'll always be in our hearts.
Oops, emosi seh.
Yearh, friends, always be.

Diva Lina Sam, promoted.!
Lol, i'm happie for you. (((:
Fun filled yr ahead of us, '06.

Outta here now.
Boo.

2005-10-24T17:19:00.000+08:00

*lAlalAla*
Humming to S Club 8.

Wherever you are, whatever you do.
Every breath that i take, i'll be thinking of me and you.
Wherever you go, you know you're not alone.
So hold on and be strong, 'cause you know,
We're two hearts beating as one. ("v")

Dumdeedaa.
Oh gosh, life's a breeze ain't it.?
Especially when exam's are over.
Yearh, right.
No no, i'll be much more contented with life if there aren't any 'promotional exercise' or even 'project' to be completed over the hols.
Optimistic; =) I'm doing the Physics project with MAK.
Plus, i've confidence that i will be able to get promoted to Yr 2.
Of course, i'm not expecting any distinctions though.
Just so long as i meet the requirements needed to promote.
Well, with respective to the unsatisfactory results that i had obtained for the mid-yrs, all i'm hoping for now, is to pass my GP, MT, Maths and Physics.
Economics.? Erps. Hell, no chance. But, hmm, maybe if i can scrape at least an AO pass, that'll be great.
On the other hand, nah, i certainly doubt so, since i remembered clearly how i spent the time, sleeping rather than writing pages of scripts.
Muahahas.
Then again, it's no use rambling on abt spilt milk.

Aniwaes, i had the most loveliest time with MAK, my dearest hubbie.!
We celebrated our 4 mths anniversary yesterrie.
Spent the day, with him, window shopping at town.
He's darn sweet and cute. Sweets even took the effort to dress up.
And, and, we took neoprints. Lolx, t'was his first time, but thank gdness, the pics turned out great. *grInns.
Break our fast at LJS, FEP.
Before heading back to Tanjong Pagar, my grandparent's house.

Umm. I was at town again, this afternoon, with Syahmi.
Shopped for her so long shirt, Atticus.
It's drizzling now, and i lurve the weather.
The ambience. Serene. Erms, a bit chilly, but, nvm.

For now, i'm missing MAK terribly.
Bummer, there's no sch tmr, as our fate and future lies in the hands of our teachers, while they decide our promotions.
So, guess, i'll drop by again tmr alright.
Farewell.

2005-10-16T20:05:00.000+08:00

*lAlalAla*
Humming to Sugababes.

Finally, the mind boggling promos are over and done with.
Time for the subdued moment of intense relaxation.
Of course, won't forget another round of preparations in time for Hari Raya.
Fresh coat of paint for the walls; New curtains and bedsheets; Rearranging the furnitures.
Name it, and that pretty much answers what my family and i have been up to for the past week or so.
Thank goodnessme, i'm excused from fasting, so, at least, i do have this and that amt of energy to shove things ard the house, and get things done.

Anyway, i'm not actually in the mood to update.
So much so to update my darling friends abt me.
Till then.

*Hugs and kisses. ("v")

2005-09-12T22:43:00.001+08:00

*lAlalAla*
Humming to the theme song of America's Next Top Model.

Yeah, i'm currently watching the teevie out there in the hall, while updating my blog, which i had left kinda unattended lately.
Hmm, school's been sorta pressurizing on me.
3 more weeks, approximately to the promotional exams.
I've been a dorkette these past few weeks, revising for my exams.
Erms, well, except, my long forgotten Econs.
Haven't been touching it since.
I did loads of Maths TYS qsns, very challenging.
And, reading thru all of my Physics lecture notes, and the holy textbk.
Gee, there's even the SPA Physics tmr, but, thx gdness, i'm prepared for it, mentally.
Not forgetting the ML oral this Sat.
Gotta brush up on my communication and oral skills. =p

This and that, i'm pretty satisfied with myself, though i know i can do much better in lyf.
Whatever it is, i'm gonna live my lyf to the fullest, optimistic; ME.

By the way, i visited my dearie's house yesterrie.
Got acquainted with his loving family.
Had dinner there too.
So sweet. *Mmwahs.

Holla, nite.

2005-09-10T13:26:00.000+08:00

*lAlalAla*
Humming to Ayumi Hamasaki.

True love never dies.
ILUMAK. <3>

Finally, the com's been buzzing again.
Holidays has been quite a bore.
The only thing that lifts up my spirits were those times when i had lessons in sch.
Friends; Always there to lighten me up.
Hence, the literally cheerful mode.

I miss my dearie.
I realleh do.

Hollaback gurl~

liyana : BOO ya back.! Heh, i've been fyn, thx. =) Hope ya are too.
azi : Thx for passin by sweets. Besties goes out to ya alrights.
ameLia : Wei. I miss ya too. Ring me up if ya're bored.
evelyn : I'M DEFINITELY MISSING YA TOO DEAR CUTEST JUNIOR OF MINE.!!!
Don't ya worry okies, i'll be back, pretty soon. Jus, holla me the band prac schedule. Lotsa luv.

2005-09-02T20:45:00.000+08:00

*lAlalAla*
Humming to Danse Diabolique.

I'm missing my darlin.
And, while listening to this piece of classical music, it kinda hit me, that i miss having full band practises.
Aww.

Cool, rainy day.
What a sore. And, when i left my sweater at home, hanging in the cupboard.
Raindrops; Splash.!
Puddles of water on the floor; Splash.!
Mud: Splash, YUCKS.!

AKE prac, had music theory grade 1 lessons. Not bad, such a breeze.
Waited up for MAK who was havin his hockey training.
So, he couldnt accompany me home tonight, and we took the train instead.
While he alighted at Bukit Gombak, he made sure that im under the gd hands of Fairoz, to accompany me all the way to Yishun.
I love the heart to heart talk we share together.
Erms, more like brother-sisterly sorta conversation.

Ooh, a total drag.
What are holidays for, if we were to attend extra lessons.?
Bleahs, but i don't seem to mind one lil bit. Hehehe.
Maths lesson, and Physics lectures.
I've better revise more now, that i've the 1 week break.
Promotions, here i come.!

Hollaback gurl~

hafiz : Thanks for the TIP, if i would have called it. not ADVICE. I have every prerogative to define my appearance and image. Thanks a lot for that. And, oh, nah, i ain't faltered by those words of yours. =) Luv ya too.
faizal : Hey, thanks.! *huggs.

2005-09-01T11:38:00.000+08:00

*lAlalAla*
Humming to Hilary Duff.

MAK is away at JB now.
That leaves me with; solitude.
I so f*ckin hate sch holidays.

Hollaback gurl~

MAK : Sayang.! Thanks for tagging. I miss you too, truckloads. *mMuacks.!
audrey : Pretty pretty soon.
aisyah/hafiz : Oh my dearest. i'm flattered that the both of ya actually took notice of me, and of course, my so called cockroach feelers. But, erms, WTH, i lurve my hair the way it is, though i'm always on the nerves these days, havin bad hair day. Now now, why don't the both of ya, pair up, go down to the nearest accessories shop, and get me some of their cute hair pins. I think it'll definetly look sweetie pie nice on me, and my cockroach feelers. Oops, yesh, love you too hafiz.

2005-08-31T17:46:00.001+08:00

*lAlalAla*
Humming to Anja Digma.

Alasnya engkau, ilmu berkhidmat.
Citra sahsia nirmalamu.
Tutur katamu, bagai pendinding,
Buat pembuka layar.

This goes out to all teacher's on these cheery day dedicated just for you.
HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY.

When i first step into my class, you were right there within my sight.
You guided me into my new found life.
You said you would be right my side, watching over me.
And till this day, you stood on.
And you stood on, never letting go.

Thank you is not enough for me to show my gratitude.
The lessons that you taught me, would be with me forever.
And, you will always be in my memory as my teacher, as my teacher.

With luv. ("v")

The events at school as followed.
Didnt arrive on time. Late.
Assembled at the quadrangle for Aces.
Impromptu AKE performance for principal.
Aces workout. Pump It.
AKE break performance.
The celebration.! The hall was decorated so lovelie, its as if we're going for a wedding reception. Nyehh.
Dikir performance. A total blast. Three cheers for the dikir barat girls, and others involved.
Hip Hip Hurray.!!!
Freshened up.
Headed to Chestnut Drive, MAK's alma mater.
Got to know his clique of friends, a bunch of friendly guys.

Yearh, currently, i'm just lazing ard.
Still, stinky, in my sch blouse and shorts.
LOL.

2005-08-30T21:05:00.000+08:00

*lAlalAla*
Humming to Green Day.

Wake me up, when September ends...

Current fav song, among my fellow classmates.
Ever wonder why.?
Well, that's because, we have this great tendency to fall asleep during and in between lessons.
=P And, we chose this song, as our wake up call.
Coolness.

Aniwaes. Its Teacher's Day tmr.
Enjoy.

2005-08-27T22:20:00.000+08:00

*lAlalAla*
Humming to, well i ain't exactly humming to anything right now.

Watching Charlie anbd the Chocolate Factory.
Erms, clarifications, the computer is only a mere 15cm away from the tv.

It's a Saturday, thus meaning, that i didn't get to see my dearie hubby.
Fortunately, we've plans to meet up tmr, for revisions.

MAK, I MISS YOU, LOADS.

Hollaback gurl~

aisyah [OP] : hey hey.

2005-08-26T20:45:00.000+08:00

*lAlalAla*
Humming to Smallville's song theme.

My sincerest apologies, from the bottom of my heart goes out to those who might be affected by my previous blog.
I realised, or precisely, just found out that, the 'selections' were simply meant to be a threaten to us, as a form of motivation for us.
More like competitive spirit.
Yearh, but aniwaes, i should have not jump into conclusions without investigating the real thin that's happening.
Once again, im sorry.
And, ROCK ON, DIKIR GIRLS.!
:)))

*Grinns.
My darlin momsie, bought me a new pair of slippers.
It so matches my school bag.
Ripcurl; black; and pink.
Thanks.

Been intimidated by my own emotions.

I so lurve my dearest hubby. MAK.

Gotta continue with my revisions for the promotion exams.

Signing off.

2005-08-25T20:53:00.000+08:00

*lAlalAla*
Humming to the rapid beatings of my heartbeat.

Im gettin kinda lazy to blog nowadays.
Simply couldnt find the time, energy, or the momentum.
But, aniwaes, since, i have all three now, sorta.
Here goes the typical rantings for the past 3 days.

Tuesday.
HAPPY BELATED 17TH BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST BF.
HAPPY BELATED 2 MTHS ANNIVERSARY.
Celebrated his b'day with a surprise cake in class, after sch.
He was oh so touched, i could see tears in his eyes.
He even spoon fed me his part of the b'day cake.
Lolx. Ohkaes. Bla bla bla.
Dedicated him a song, More Than Words, sung live by me.!
While, Fairoz strummed the guitar along.
And, of course, his b'day gift.
ILUMAK.

Wednesday.
AKE practise after sch.
Practised the repertoire for Teacher's Day performance next week.
Plus, i even volunteered myself as the emcee for our performance.

And, today.
First period, Econs lesson in LT2.
We ended our class early.
So, our Econs teacher, suggested the idea of getting someone to sing a song, up front.
And, ooh guess who the class voted.
ME.
But, though i hesitated initially, i willingly got up, and sang a song, specially for Mr Chee, our teacher.
I told him, that the song will be dedicated to him, on behalf of the class, as a token of gratitude for the upcoming Teacher's Day.
I sang a number composed by Wan, which was supposedly for our gig, which sadly, we didnt make through the second round of auditions.
Who cares, i managed to sing it to my teacher and classmates anyway.
And the day passes by, with a long break, and 2 free periods before the end of the day.
Obviously, we spent the whole 2 periods chit-chatting away, in class.
Singing, talking, gossiping, and ya know it, other craps that ya'll bound to do to somehow.
T'was a definite humour when, our principal took no notice of the chaos that seems to be evolving in our class.
Yups. Lazed ard, and went off for my dikir prac.
Pisses me off, when they mentioned there's gonna be selections.
Like, i beg ya pardon, wtf.
Selecting the best for the performance.?
Nyehh. We practised together as a grp, but only a few will be chosen.
For gdness sake, i bet only their clique will be hand picked.
Bleahs~
So, left early, and i was already on my way home, in the bus, with Azri, when Nat, informed me that she left her purse in my sch bag.
And, yearh, off we were, back to sch.
Journey home, yet again.
Intimacy, redefined.

Wei.!
I'm blabbing, am i.?
MUAHAHAS.
MY BLOG. I LIVE BY MY OWN RULES.

Hollaback gurl~

aisyah : yes, m'dear. thanks for tagging alrights. hehe. feel free to drop by again, anytime. take care for now. :)))

2005-08-22T21:57:00.000+08:00

*lAlalAla*
Humming to Chocolate Karma.

Cuddled up on the bed, with soft, cushy comforters and pink pillows.
Enchanted by the sound of melancholy music, which i know, will bring tears of happiness into my eyes.
In cloud nine, reading, love letters.
Mesmerized.

("v") ILUMAK.

2005-08-21T16:21:00.000+08:00

*lAlalAla*
Humming to Bo Bice.

I wanna be inside your heaven,
Take me to the place you cry from,
Where the storm blows your way,
I wanna be the Earth that holds you,
Every bit of air you breathin in,
of soothin wind
I wanna be inside your heaven.

The performance at Lau Pa Sat yestereve was an applaudable one.
A great musical evening indeed.
Throngs of supporters from MI. =)
Families, diners, tourists watched and listened to the melodious music being played by the one and only MI ANGKLUNG KULINTANG ENSEMBLE.!
T'was worth all the hard work during long hours of practises.

My family came. *Mmwahs. Always being there for me.
Yearh, we took loads of pixxies.
Me, Hafirah, Nani, Syahidah, Adibah and Nora were the loudest peeps of all.
Noisiest crew amongst the rest.
We shouted, screamed, laughed, danced, and did other nonsensical foolish stuff.
Certainly enjoyed ourselves thoroughly.
Splendidly.

Made our way back to sch, packed and de-brief.
Cool; we received a souveniour from LPS.
A fish deco.

Darlx fetched me.
Loveliest time again, as usual, on the ride home.
Huga & kisses; ILUMAK.

2005-08-20T10:59:00.000+08:00

*lAlalAla*
Humming to GranSazers. [Or whatever they spelled it.]

The past week at sch was a breeze.
Except for the seasonal sickness, of course.
That's damn sure dreadful.
Flu; cough; feverish feelin.
Nyehh, ya know how i hate experiencing blocked nose.
Bleahs..

Monday;
Pantun comp. Went on smoothly, well, at least way better than i had expected it to be.
Blood test at SOC J.

Tuesday;
Results for blood test. Platelets count increased.
Discharged. :)
Free from that gibberish evil dengue.

Wednesday;
Ran 2.4km for NAPFA retest together with Syahmi.
Helped her improve her timing.
Had AKE prac, and darling accompanied me home.

Thursday;
Down in the drains during econs lessons.
Very emotional day.
2nd round of Teacher's Day auditions.
Yearh, dikir and band. Went ook. No comments.
A definite need to brush up everything.
Darl accompanied me home again, as i wasnt feeling well.

Friday;
Kinda sick, yet again.
Emosi.
AKE prac.
EMOSI.

Saturday;
Swept with emotions. ("v")
Lau Pa Sat performance tonight.
7-8pm. Drop by for an enchanting evening while having ya scrumptious meal at LPS.
Hmm, that's all.
Take care ya loyal blogger readers.

Hollaback gurl~

aisyah : hey there, thanks for dropping by. =)

2005-08-14T22:05:00.000+08:00

*lAlalAla*
Humming to Peter Pan.

//* __ Mesmerized by the fireworks by the bay.

Beautiful Sunday was a wonderful success.! :)))
The Esplanade concert hall was full house.
Such unexpected popularity for PYwinds.
My family, bf, and classmates attended the concert to support me.

Especially my darling.
He was supposedly to be away at a wedding ceremony.
And, till then, i didnt look forward for him to attend.
But, like, right after the concert, he msg-ed me, saying that he's waitin outside the concert hall.
Instantaneously, i went "OH MY GOD.! HE CAME.!!!"
Lolx, i was damn touched lah.
He surprised me by rushing all the way just in time for my concert.
So superb sweet.
("v") ASK.

My family, sat right up front, second row, and my mum kept smiling at me.
*Mmwahs. Love her mushy much.

Aniwaes, my relatives did come too, but unfortunately, they didnt manage to get in cause there weren't any more seats left. =(
So, once the concert was over, chatted awhile with my bf and classmates, then went off to meet my family and relatives.
Window shopped at Marina Square.
Then, strolled at Marina Bay to watch the fireworks.
Took my breath away...

Yearh, this and that, bla bla bla.
I'm performin for the Teacher's Day concert.
AKE; Wan, Jack, Sirhan, and me as vocalist; and dikir.

Appointment at Tan Tock Seng tmr, for yet another freaking blood test.

I'm overwhelmed with exhaustion already.
Night.

2005-08-10T10:44:00.000+08:00

*lAlalAla*
Humming to Taufik Batisah and Rui En.

HAPPY 40TH NATIONAL DAY, SINGAPORE.!!!

Celebratin 40 years of independence.
From a small island of fishing port, she flourishes to a vibrant hub.

I ("V") SINGAPORE.
Damn it, im uber proud to be a SINGAPOREAN.
YAY.!

So, 2 days back.
Celebration at sch.
Wasnt that much, but, i did enjoyed myself thoroughly.
Makin kites, watching loads of kites zooming abt in the air, reminiscing the past, and finally, singing our hearts out during the sing-along session.
We definitely rock the pathetic school hall down with our voices.
Hand in hand; hugs; laughters; swaying; AMUSEMENT.

And, later, had lunch at Queensway with half of my class.
Btw, ILUMAK. *MMwahs.

Here it goes.
Planned to be at the celebration @ Jurong East, to watch my school malay dancers doing their thing there.
And, supposedly, to attend my class bbq last night too.
But, my darlin was down with fever. =( Get well soon, honey.
He had to rest at home, so, eventually, i ended up shouting my lungs out, and be part of the heartland celebration @ Yishun, which was practically across the road from my house.
Convenience.
YISHUN ROCKS. LIKE TOTALLY.
I wasn't dressed in red, but who cares, i definitely had truckloads of fun with most of my relatives ard too.
T'was indeed a joyous eve.
Great performances, highlights, super energetic motivators, tasty Turkish ice-cream, and my gdness, FIREWORKS.
The fireworks was breathtaking.
BEAUTIFUL.
It just addded more colours to the dark blue sky.
The SPARKS.
Ooh. Those blue, red, yellow, green fireworks soaring right above our heads.
Soaring, tumbling, freewheeling, through an endless diamond sky.

Moving on, we waited at the bus stop, for the Army Tanks all the way from the Padang.
My relatives, both young and old, we waved and shouted, non-stop at these green looking peeps in those huge bigg tanks.
Other spectators were staring at us in awe.
Muahahahas. Probably because of the energy and enthusiasm bubbling in us.
Heys, it's an annual event, we gotta live it up for one night.!

Yearh, that was all.

TODAY in history.

Hollaback gurl~

rul : a pleasure.

2005-08-07T10:37:00.000+08:00

*lAlalAla*
Humming to 98.7 fm.

Hey hey hey.
Heylooo.
Waddddsup.?!
Whats the story this time round.?

Hmm.
I've been rather busy lately, with AKE pracs, PY practises, and school work.
Right, I know i have been repeating this for like god knows how many times.
But still, i couldnt find any other reason to explain my absence from the blogging world.

And, im gon' have my PY prac again later this afternoon.
Will be meeting my Syg right after that for dinner.
Oh goodies, my dad's car is stalled, so, MAK offered to accompany me home instead.
How sweet.. ("v")

By the way, i've been urging my mama for a brand new pair of spectacles, and also, a new hp.
I'm not getting these two items jus for the sake of buying it though.
The specs that im currently using now looks very much pathetic.
Streaks all over the lens.
Practically covering up the whole lens, needless to say.
Yearh, and of course, im sure my vision has worsened.
Woots, nilAm has bad eyesight.
Can't even flight the correct bus.
What a jerk; ME.
Same prob goes for my hp.! It can't function the way it was when i first bought it. Thank the gdness, my parents suggested to trade in this one that im using now, for a new Sony Ericsson. Hoping...

:)

Hollaback gurl~

Arrohman : Wei, im doing pretty fine now. Thanks very nice.
Nisa : Not at all.

2005-08-04T18:02:00.000+08:00

*lAlalAla*
Humming to the serenity of subdued silence.

Rainy, rainy day.
Fortunately, i brought along my sweater, to keep me warm all day.
And, coincidentally, we spent most of the time in air-conditioned rms instead of the class.
It rm, LT rms, and the library.

Highlights;
* Awarded an A for my 2.4km run [12.31mins.]
* Chosen to be one of the poetry competitors, representing my Malay class.
* My home tutor commented that i shld be mixing more with the rest of my fellow classmates, instead of the clique that i'm hanging out with, which consists of the class boys, Amalina, and Syahmi.
* Erms, i need to open up and talk more in class.
* Buck up with my studies in time for promotions exam.!
* I lurve my Syg. ("v") ILUMAK.

Done.
Signing off.

2005-08-01T16:44:00.000+08:00

*lAlalAla*
Humming to my concert pieces.

Heyloos.
Monday blues hit me alright.
I expected to do my 2.4km run, for NAPFA test, but instead we did these;
Shuttle run; 10.35sec [1st girl in class.! =p]
Sit ups; 30 [Erms. I can't do proper sit ups.]
Standing broad jump; 210cm [1st again.!]
I've attained 15 pts so far, and as it seems, i'm aiming for 30 pts, the honourable gold award.!
Most peeps, including myself, don't believe that i am quite fit for all these exercises.
Well, i guess, its time for me to start believing in myself, and achieve for the best.

Hmm, yesterday's PY prac was fine.
Nevertheless the dull atmosphere.
Met my Syg straight after.
*Mmwahs* ILUMAK.

HT period this morn, was on sexuality education.
Yups, another one of those hated educational talks.
However, since it was abt sex and etc, it kinda raised the interests of the fellow MI students.
Not me though, i fell asleep. Muahahas.
Overwhelmed by exhaustion.
Slept at 1.30am, explained.
11th hour work, as usual.
Had to complete Maths assignments, plus arranging the file in order, bla bla bla, took me the entire night.
Lucky me, i was on the phone with darlin all the while.
We're each other's motivation. [I'm his Maths mentor in class.]
Kept me awake, at least.

I'll go and rest, for now.

Hollaback gurl~

Nisa : Heys, thanks for the hugs and kisses.! Appreciate it. Thta's very sweet of ya.
naqiahh : It's been a long time indeed. Do drop by more often yearh. Take care cuzzie. *hUggs*

2005-07-27T21:21:00.000+08:00

*lAlalAla*
Humming to S1 Family.

Missin bloggin.
Currently, my life revolves ard sch, AKE, and my bf.
So, i guess that'll explains my absence for now.

My legs are aching.
We, girls, had our 2.4km practise earlier this morn, during PE lesson.
We were separated into 2 grps.
And for mine, i was the first to cross the line. =p
VICTORY, key to SATISFACTION.
8 rounds ard the track; 12.49sec.
I've improved a lot since.
Pretty proud of myself.
As i was sprinting my last round, across the field, i could hear chants and shouts from my fellow schmates.
My gosh, my dear friends, were there, rooting for me, supporting me.
That was the only motivation that i need to make it to the finishing line.
Thanks you guys.
YOU ROCK.

I managed to earn an approval and praises from my GP teacher.
Can't believe i'm actually one of the gd GP students, eeks, within the boundary of the 4 walls of my class only, though.
Haks. Not bad lah..
Aiming for B3 for promos.

Sweet reveries*

Hollaback gurl~

phAtiHa : phAt, pls kay. whatever lah eh. isk.
eZa-DoLL : thankiew. hey you, say heyloo the next time we bump into each other in sch aights.? =p

2005-07-25T15:43:00.000+08:00

*lAlalAla*
Humming to Kelly Clarkson. yet again..

PY prac.
Glad to be back again.
From 2nd, dish.! to 3rd.
I'm talking abt the clarinet parts here.
Well, it seems like someone chose to take over my part during my absence.
So, unfortunately, as it seems, i had to sight read.
Got that.?
SIGHT READ the 3rd parts. And gees, the concert's in a mth's time.
Bueks.

Was lightened up by Darlx's presence.
Since, i havent had any meal from morning, i decided to munch, gobble, nyum.
From City Hall, we strolled all the way to Lau Pa Sat, taking in the breathtaking view of the Esplanade showering in the evening glow.
Beautiful; Serene; Magical.. Hands in hands with my syg.

After dinner, we headed home.

Now, i'm supposed to be resting.
That's cause i jus reached home from sch.
But, thing is, imma gon be on my way back to sch, for night study with Darlx.
Loads of bucking up to do.
Physics and GP, but i intend to complete all of my Maths assignments.
My current mission for tonight.
LOL =p

Hollaback gurl~

azi : thanks for dropping by dear. heyloos.
pearlynn : wei. of course i remember ya. heh. its a lurvelie skin, aint it.
hudz : *sigh* an idiot like zabir should be ignored. bleahs. but still we chose to KUTUK him. muahahas. heyloo hudz. =)

2005-07-24T13:03:00.000+08:00

*lAlalAla*
Humming to silence.

Gotsa get ready for PY prac soon enough.
Thank gdness Darlx's meeting me after prac.
Looking forward.

Hollaback gurl~

fira : precisely.
amalina : oh, heyloos. i've jus recovered from suspected dengue fever.
Nisa : hmm, on sch days, i'm mostly online at night. preferably afetr maghrib/isyak. yups.

2005-07-23T16:46:00.000+08:00

*lAlalAla*
Humming to Matchbook Romance.

Why does tonight has to end.
Why can't we hit restart and pause it at our fav parts.
We'll skip the gdbyes.

AKE prac yesterday afternoon.
Miss those angklungs.
But, it kinda bores me, seriously.
Ended 15 mins before 6.
Darlx waited for me by the pond, since his hockey training ended earlier.
Went home.

Wait. We took the long ride home, as usual.
852, all the way from BB to Yishun.
And all the while, i had my mobile on the silent mode.
So, i didnt realise that my momsie left me 8 miss calls, and a msg.
As soon as i was out at the doorsteps in front of my house, mama rushed to the door and started crying.
OMG. My heart simply breaks whenever she does that.
She began fussing over me.
Asking me where i went after sch, why i didnt ans any of her calls.
Bla bla bla.
And, that got me in tears too.
I began crying, and hugged her.
Comforted her, calmed her down.
Assuring her that i was perfectly fine.
Nyehh. It slipped off her mind that i told her abt my AKE prac.
My dad had already called sch by then.
The trouble.
T'was my mistake.
Gosh, but i hate it when i made my dearest mum cried.
She worries abt me practically all the time, i guess.
She loves me, and so do i.
("v")

AKE prac again this morn.
Learnt 2 more songs.
I've like 4 performances next mth.
090805 : MI National Day Celebration. AKE.
120805 : Marina performance. AKE.
140805 : Beautiful Sunday, Esplanade. PhilYouth Winds.
270805 : Lau Pa Sat performance. AKE.
Coolness.

Need to practise more on my clarinet.
I'm pretty much strong with the angklung.
Thanks to my musical background knowledge.
So, after 3 weeks of break from PY prac due to mid-yrs.
I'll be back again for tmr's rehearsal.
=)

Aniwaes. I attended my alma mater's open house.
Huamin Primary School.
Felt good to be back.
Past, pleasant memories rushed and flooded my mind.
I was on the verge of crying.
Aww, sweet aint it.? Definitely.
Met a couple of my juniors, and cousins.
Me; big sis.
Muahahas.

Ohkies the dokies.
Ta-ta.

Hollaback gurl~

nadiah : heyloos.
diva : *salutes* ya.

2005-07-22T21:23:00.000+08:00

*lAlalAla*
Humming to Gwen Stefani.

I lurve my sch.
I lurve my friends.
I lurve my bf.
I lurve my family.
I lurve my hp.
I lurve my room, with my bed, and of course the soft plush pillows and comforter.
I lurve my house.
I lurve my band.
I lurve my instrument.
I lurve my passion, hobby and interests.
I lurve practically everything that i've been blessed with in this life full of wonders.
:)

But, oh gee, apparently, i hate ya, that annoying tagger.
Eeeks. Do come again yah.

Hollaback gurl~

zabir : i'm flattered that ya actually bothered to have an interest at heart abt me, and talk trash. well, ya seem to have like prolly loads of free time to drop by. anw, ya're welcome anytime dude. it's a pleasure realleh.
fana : thanks ah fana. isk. giler sak.
liyana : heyloos. thx for tagging..
Nisa : sweets. i owe ya one.

2005-07-20T12:03:00.000+08:00

*lAlalAla*
Humming to the rapid beatings of my heartbeats.

ASK. ("V")

Yayness.!
Millenia Institute, here i come.
Be prepared for my arrival.
LOL.

Hollaback gurl~

patricia : been wondering where on earth did ya go. heh. i miss ya and everyone else in 05S5. =p
Nisa : i'm much better compared to a week ago. seriously. thanks to dearest friends like ya. sweets.

2005-07-19T16:16:00.000+08:00

*lAlalAla*
Humming to Lindsay Lohan.

Goodies.
The rashes are less than likely to be seen now.
Yesh, it aint that obvious to the eyes.
Unless, ya're staring at my legs.
Yucks. No.
Mine's red and splotchy all over, still.

Finally, after being cooped up in my room for days, i followed my mum to the market.
I hesitated at first.
But since t'was for breakfast, and she insisted, i knew i had no other options.
Aniwaes, cheery adorable cute lil Nazu baby was ard.
I simply couldnt resist her.
The advantages.
Sadly, it occurs only when ya're optimistic.

Honestly, i lurve the atmosphere of cuddling up to a gd book.
Relaxing, jus lazing ard.
Well, i got myself a book recently, by Nora Roberts.
One of my all time fav author.
It's a trilogy, so, that's certainly the best deal.
Worth purchasin it.
I'm now self absorbed and very much engrossed in the 3rd part of the story.
Lovers and Dreamers.

Daydreamin's lurvelie.
I should do it more often.

Hollaback gurl~

phAt : RIGHT. YOU.! OFF YOUR LAZY BUM. Help me out with the chores.! Psst.
MAK : Yups. like, finally, 2 more days. i'm resting well indeed. lurve ya darlx.

2005-07-18T12:05:00.000+08:00

*lAlalAla*
Humming to Kelly Clarkson.

Here i am, once again.
I'm torn into pieces.
Can't deny it, can't pretend.
Just thought you were the one.
Broken up, deep inside.
And you won't get to see the tears i've cried.
Behind these hazel eyes.

I'm missing out on sch.
Probably missing out on hell loads of other good stuff as well.
Lemme see, embracing my loved ones, my darlinx friends, bliNg*blAng.!
Wonderfool gfs, they are.
Full of crap, lame, bitch, gossip, ditch, and LOVE.
Yups. At least, they got trucks of love going on ard.
Spread it ard, babes.

Of course, i'm drooling over Maths.
Muahahas. Ohschmucks. Wootthehell.
MATHS. I MISS YOU.
Only god knows how pathetic disoriented my day gets when there's no Maths.
Other than the lovey-dovery fact that i got to seat beside my bf during Maths lesson.
But, puhlease, when its studyin time, its STUDYIN time.
Like, smacks. I practically didnt attend Maths mid-yr paper.
Bleahhhs.
And, now, i'm gonna miss 3 days of Maths.
SAVE ME FROM THIS NIGHTMARE.

Oh whoa.
I must be feeling way darn better now.
The non-stop raindrop out there cures it all.
I lurve the simplicity of the weather.
Windows closed, curtains draped, lights out.
And, that leaves only the glow from the computer screen.
Sheerrr sickness gotten over me.
My bed's not been made for like almost a week.
Goodies, my routine everyday, is to rest, so bueks.
Here i am.
No household chores.
Momma, she must have misses me doing the cleaning ard the house.
But, nopes, the Doctor said to me, "You need to rest."
EEEEKS. I'm crapping, get me outta here.!!!

So, rest in peace.
ILUMAK.

Hollaback gurl~

ameLia : getting well already. thanks.
hudz : aww. i'm missing the whole lot of ya here. *mMUACKs.!*

2005-07-16T10:24:00.000+08:00

*lAlalAla*
Humming to the peaceful sound of the falling raindrops.

Darlinx.
I won't ever leave you, not for anything or anyone.
I've no intentions whatsoever to let ya be taken away from me.
You made me whole, and i never wanna say gdbye.

Darlinx.
I appreciate all the things ya did for me.
Accompanying me home;
Hugs;
Holding my hands;
Seating beside me during lectures;
Caring for me;
Night calls;
Text-msging;
Most of all, jus being there for me when i need ya the most.
Simply knowing that ya presence ignites my life, contents me.

Darlinx.
Ya existence brings great pleasure to me, that i thought i'd never known.
Take my hand;
And guide me through.
Hold me tight;
And never let go.
From the bottom of my heart, i then shall say,
I Love U Md. Azri Khairuddin. ("v")

Hollaback gurl~

seri : hiyax.!
nat : gue pun rindu sama lu. *mMwahs* thanks yah.
fana : get well soon for the both of us kay. hehe.

2005-07-15T17:25:00.000+08:00

*lAlalAla*
Humming to the stereo of the next-door neighbour.

Rashes; Blood tests; Fatigue.
PAIN.

And i'll be in the warmth comfort of my blanket and bed for the next 5 days.
See ya guys in sch on Thurs.!

Hollaback gurl~

rul : pardon me. i thought ya knew. =p
Nisa : heyloos.
dIana : thanks sis. i'm getting kinda bored restin.
MAK : ILUMAK. i miss ya too dear.

2005-07-13T18:17:00.000+08:00

*lAlalAla*
Humming to Carrie Underwood.

OUT.
HAVE A DATE WITH ME AT TAN TOCK SENG ALRIGHTS.

2005-07-12T18:46:00.000+08:00

*lAlalAla*
Humming to Corrine May.

Everything in its time..

Lethargic.
Mid-yrs sucks.
Fever's a nightmare.
To my darlinx peeps, thanks again for ya care and concern.
God bless.

And may my second blood test tmr reads a normal blood count.

Hollaback gurl~

Qunts : yesh, been outta the weather lately. =(
phAt : lolx. he's always like that.. thanks anw sis. mmwahs.!
ameLia : couldnt make it, had shivers the whole night.

2005-07-10T11:33:00.000+08:00

*lAlalAla*
Humming to Corrine May.

Save me from this place
Heaven knows i'm falling
For you, my sweet embrace
Heaven knows
Heaven knows i've been waiting for you.

Rashes; Shivers; Headaches; Body aches; FEVER.
I've most of the of symptoms of the Dengue fever.
Nyehh heh heh.

It all began when, i was at Wdlds library with my hubby to study.
Revised Physics.
Yearh, i'm not sure whether its the low temperature or t'was simply me feeling utterly chilly.
I was wearing a 3/4 top, with my sweater on.
Yet, i couldnt seem to stop shivering.
Errps. I tried to compose myself, but it was out of maintenance.
He noticed, and insisted that we headed back home instead.
So, i continued to shiver all the way home.

Once i had settled down, my head started to throb.
Thank gdness my grandma was ard, so, i got her to massage my head.
She fussed over me, saying i'm caught with a slight fever.
Thus, mama made me a glass of hot Milo, and i had to consume a tablet ot panadol.
Dreamland, under my warm cosy blanket.

Yestermorn.
My temp zoomed all the way to 39.9
Boo hoo hoo.
I started to cry, cos i was feeling rather scared.
No one was ard except my sleeping sis.
In order to reduce the pain, i went back to sleep.
I woke up later, [mama was in the kitchen, cooking] and took my temp again.
40.2
Showed her the thermometer.
She insisted that i went straight to the toilet and have a cold bath.
Oh my, the water was damn cold lah.
Brrrr.

Rest the whole day through.
No one was at home, so i called up my darlinx.
He's oh so sweet. ("v") Mmwahs.

Fell asleep ard 8+pm.
But mama kept checking up one me every few mins.
And everytime she came into the rm, the first thing she did was to pull down the blanket.
Muahahas. I guessed, i must have covered myself with blanket while sleeping without realising it.
She wont let me hide myself undercover.
Bueks.
Then, my pops came home.
He started making a racket, cos i wasnt brought to the clinic asap.
39.6
Brought a pail of cold water in the rm, and placed my feet inside.
My legs and arms were massaged with cold water.
Honestly, it felt soo weird.

Throughout the whole night, my dad made sure that the cloth on my forehead remains wet and cold.
Obvious wasnt it.? I didnt had a gdnite sleep.

This morn, it decreases to 38.4
And i'm feeling much better.
I can even SING.
=p

My parents and my lil bro left for KK.
Had an appointment regarding his blood test.
And, gosh, my dad jus called a few mins ago, saying that my bro will be admitted for 3 days.
Poor thing.
Yearps, he has Dengue.

For now, i'll pray for him to recover, and hope that i wont be in the same state as him.
Cos, my mid-yrs are 2 days away.!

By the way, this goes out to you, Alyson.
Got to know that ya look forward to go to my blog to read abt Azri.
Heh, don't you worry, he takes gd care of me indeed.
He's fortunate to have a wonderful friend like ya, and vice versa. :)))
Well, do tag yearh.!

Hollaback gurl~

ameLia : t'was nie bumping into ya again. =)
syaz' : hehe, sweetness, i like. thanks.
Nisa : yesh girly..
fana : isk. takder kerja eh dok.?! hahaks.

2005-07-07T18:21:00.000+08:00

*lAlalAla*
Humming to MI AKE.

My ever so bony body is aching.
And, its painstakingly sore.
Arms, thighs.
Hurts so bad, ought to zonk out pretty soon.

Wan; I'M SORRY.

Well, i'm still humming to the songs that MI AKE played yesternight.
Attended the SYF Instrumental Ensemble Presentation, at S'pore Conference Hall, with the other yr ones AKE members.
I'm very much astounded by the melodious musiq made by the gamelan from Siglap Sec.
Honestly, they were the best.
Even the strings and the gu-zheng attracted the attention of my ears.
MI AKE did splendid, as usual.

Sch today was very much full of humour.
Managed to got out of my GP lecture for almost 15 mins.
Me and Ama chatted and took a stroll, for fresh air during that period of time.
Erms, actually, we simply couldnt stand the coolness of the LT.
That's exactly why we went out, without being noticed.

Hubby acompanied me home.
Board the 852 bus, instead of the train.
Loveliest time with him, eeks, except fo the part when my headache took control of me.
Accompanied him to NP for a while.
Bleahs.

("v") HAVING YOU IS ENOUGH.

2005-07-06T16:54:00.000+08:00

*lAlalAla*
Humming to Jojo.

You don't have to buy nothing.
It's not what i want.
Baby, it's YOU.
We don't have to go nowhere.
It's not what i want.
Baby, it's YOU.
It's not 'bout what you got, i know you got a lot.
No matter what you do, you always get it hot.
It's you.
Baby, all i want is YOU.

Mama got me a brand new pair of Adidas sneakers.
Coolness.
We went to Penin yestereve.
Well, before that we were at the optical shop over at Yishun.
To collect my lil bro's first pair of specs.
And, as i walked past the shop, my eyes set on these cool looking pair of specs.
Brown and black, kinda like the ones that the majority is wearing, though, unlike them, mine needs proper lens.
Gees. Mama approves of it, said i look just as nice with it.
And, anw, i even tried on a similar one, but, in red.
Funky. Cou;dn't find a pink one.
The only ones available was purplish-pink.
Now, i know i'm kinda fickle-minded, so, i still can't decided which pair i should lay my hands on.
Brown-black, red, or the purplish-pink.?
Nyehh.
I'll let momsies to do the honour of decision making, as usual.

So, so, back to the sneakers of mine.!
It's beige and pink.
Again, my parents chose the design and colour for me.
All i did was to *nod-my-head* in approval.
=P

PE today, was no doubt, another round of sheer enlightenment.
Yearh, right. I wishh.
T'was more like pure torture.
But, oopsie, imma kinda getting used to these conditioning.
Erps, gives me a sense of satisfaction.
Me thinks my stamina has improved a bit lately.
Oh dear. Aint that uber great.
Miss FIT.
Lolx.

Maths test after break was bueks.
I managed to answer all qsns, except for the fact that after i handed it it, and compared answeres with the rest, i realised that i did a careless mistake.
AAARGH.
I hate it when these things happen.
I mean, i got all the methods perfectly done.
But, my addition sign, somehow became a subtraction sign.
Like, WTH.
I was so looking forward to score full marks.
Never the mind, all i gotta do now is to make sure that i don't repeat these stoopid mistakes while doing my mid-yr maths paper.
*prayin hard*

Ohkies, darlink of mine accompanied me home today.
Poor thing you, thighs in pain,
Go rest alrights.
ilu.

Hollaback gurl~

lynn : yesh, its indeed a new skin, for this bloggie of mine.
diva : wei.! i always have tons of truckloads of fun, whenever ya're around.! seriously, ya presence lifts up my spirit. appreciate it very much.
eZa-DoLL : a pleasure to drop by.
hudz : my oh my. i sense envy ard here somewhere. wakakas. hudz, hudz.. dun worry lah k. i love ya too.!

2005-07-04T21:59:00.001+08:00

*lAlalAla*
Humming to the McDonalds teevie commercial.

Had a blastin' good time with my dearest gfs. [bliNg*blAng]
Hmm. Of course, t'was jus full of lameness, crap, gossips, and otehr nonsensical stuffs which are too insane to be mention.
Practically cracking up in laughter every few minutes or so.
Muahahas.
These pretty bitches realleh entertained me.
Though, Hudz kept bullying me.! boohoohoo.
Lolx. But, yearps.
Me, Tutz, Nat, Hudz, Ama and Firah.
Not forgetting Sabrina.!
As our sole intention of this gathering was to kinda bid farewell to her, cos she had withdrawn from MI.
Her presence will still remain without our heart.
Lurve ya guys like darn muchies.

Rambling on, we had our lunch at cine's LJS.
Spent almost an hour, eating and chatting away.
Jolly wonderful tym.
My oh my.
They're all so dressed up and look really great. Jambu..
Erps, wait, including me too.!
Heh, yearh, we all look sorta attractive. HONEST.
Though, its not up to me to judge our appearance, but, wth, who cares.?!?!
As long as we walked down along Orchard Rd, with a sense of self-confidence.
=p

So, we decided not to shop, but jus chill at Lido's McCafe.
Snap pixxies. And yesh, played "truth or dare".
Except, there weren't any truths revealed.
We dared each other all the way.
And the center stage was the corridor in front of Isetan, facing McCafe.
Ya name it, we were attention grabbers. Wakakas.
But, everyone were a gd sport.
Nat had to dance with the pillar. Seductively. Nyehh.
Sab, she had to do 10 push ups.
Tutz, pretended to sell her new pair of $8 slippers.
Me.?! I made a fool out of myself by doing 20 pairs of jumping jacks.
And, last but not least, Firah, tai-ji-ing to the background music [Goodies], and scared the hell out of a stranger.
We were indeed a bunch of jokers.
Goody, Ama and Hudz had to leave earlier.
For they would have been the named the laughingstock of the day too.

Oh wells.
Chatted with my darlx while pondering over undone assignments.
Cooked my own dinner.
Now, gonna watch Desperate Housewives.

Nitey-nitey.

Hollaback gurl~

Sylvia : Aww. That kinda sux aint it.? But, try to be optimistic ohkaes. Look at it this way, perhaps, it may be a gd thing that ya guys broke up, as this indicates that the both of ya were never meant to be. That simply means, he's not the one, and ya have jus landed yaself to a game of treasure hunt.! Heh, go and find ya prince charming. Jus, keep finding, or, maybe, keep waiting till the right one comes along. =) Loadsa luv.

2005-07-03T11:11:00.000+08:00

*lAlalAla*
Humming to ________.

Inallillah wa'inallillahirajiun.
A friend of mine passed away last midnight.
God bless him, and may he rest in peace.

Yesternight, i spent the whole time, chatting on the phone with my darlx.
We talked over loads of stuff that we thought were kinda personal.
Yet, we both knew that its one way to get to know more of each other better.
Love him so. ("v")

Aniwaes, supposedly attending PY's prac today.
However, i have already planned to take a 3 weeks break, in preparations for my mid-yr exams, which is indeed just around the corner. *shrugs*
So, imma gonna chill at home today, to finish up assignments, do qsns from the TYS, and couple of revision.
Chiao.

Hollaback gurl~

Sylvia : heyloos again dear. yearps, when one's heart is in pain, she may not believe in love no more. wonder why. but it tends to stay that way until she realised that she had fallen in love again. and currently, love is blossoming in my life, and im oh so over the rainbow, way up high.

2005-07-02T19:41:00.000+08:00

*lAlalAla*
Humming to an oldie.

If i had to live my life,
Without you near mr...
The days would all be empty...
The nights would seem so long...
With you i see forever on so clearly...
I might have been in love before.
But it never felt this strong...
Our dreams are young
And we both know...
They'll take us where we wanna go
Hold me now, touch me now...
I don't wanna live without you...
Nothing's gonna change my love for you.
You oughta know by now...
How much i love you.
One thing you can be sure of,
I'll never ask for more than your love..
The world may change my whole life through.
But nothing's gonna change my love for you.

Thank goodness, madrasah resumes next week.
My petite bony body is aching, and i cant take any more physical stuff.
No no.

Ecstatic, as radiance of love overwhelms me.
I thought i could never allow myself to fall in love again.
But, perhaps, that statement was made during a once heartwrenching period.
And now, someone else came and took my breath away.
He stole my tainted heart, and painted it with his decors and ornaments of magic.

She's oh so in lurve.

2005-07-01T19:02:00.000+08:00

*lAlalAla.*
Humming to Story of The Year.

Honeykins dear, this goes out to ya.
With love, from me. ("v")

I'm lonely.
Without you.
Lost.
Empty.
But the feeling is.
Indescribable.
Ethereal.
When i have you.

School was lively, as usual.
I'm thoroughly enjoying myself at MI.
The fun, loving friends; the atmosphere; the breaks; everything.
The perks of being a pre-u student.
Totally living my life to the maximum.

After school, sweets had to attend the friday prayers.
Hence, i headed for lunch instead with Elson, YJ, CK, Jamas and Ronald.
The only girl again.
Menu for the day; Pizza Hut.!
I had the beef lasagne, darn, scrumptious meal.
Yummylicious, finger lickin, uh-uh.
Took our own precious time to savour our meal.
And ohh..
Got back souveniours.
This metal thingy, supposedly the table plaque, and one of those small menu card.
Well, i intended to paste it on my locker back at sch.
Insanity.

Jamas and Ronald left, as the rest of us went to Suntec City.
Strolled, window-shopped, the norms of hanging out after sch.
Oh yesh, almost slipped out of my mind.
We went to the MOEfest held at one of the exhibition halls.
T'was packed with students and teachers, of all ages.
Yearps, i guess, that was it.

Hollaback gurl~

Sylvia : ya tagged. right. thanks k. =)
nat : mmuacks.! i know ya love me so. aww. im like deeply touched by it. wakakas.

2005-06-29T20:44:00.000+08:00

*lAlalAla.*
Humming to Marion Raven again.

I lurve the song.
Her video clip is kinda plain though.
But, the effects of those illusions, and how she potrays herself with innocence and simplicity; lovelie.

Ohkaes.
This morning, we had our second PE lesson for the term.
90 mins of pain.!
Stretch, run, jog, throw, catch, jump, pull. bla bla, etc etc, hurrah.!
Had to run around the track with a 3kg medicine ball.
Results; A sore body.

Took a quick shower during break to rejuvenate myself.
Exchanged seats with Lina throughout the rest of the day, so that i got to be with my dearest bf.
Planned to have lunch with my classmates, but, realised that there was AKE prac later in the afternoon.
So, playing angklung was a breeze, except for a minor problem that all the yr ones encountered, left hand spasm.
Muahahas. We jus cant seem to shake the angklung as fast as we can with our right hand.
The right wrist is of course more flexible to most of us righthanders.
But, certainly not our left wrist.
And yesh, the year ones had to play the C Major scale individually, and i was commented "She played quite well."
Not bad eh.

Met sweets at BB interchange, as he offered to accompany me home.
Took the bus instead.
I adore long bus rides, esp when ya're seated with ya dearest lao gong. =p

*hugs*
Luv ya so darn much.

Hollaback gurl~

ameLia : thanks.

2005-06-26T20:12:00.000+08:00

*lAlalAla.*
Humming to Marion Raven.

This is the last of illusions.
This is the final trace of innocence.
If i'm caught in the middle,
I know it will be,
the end of me.

A new skin for my bloggie as a new chapter of my life unfurls.
Anticipating the moment of which i'll be reunited with my darlinx friends at sch tmr.
Till then, enjoy.

2005-06-24T10:57:00.000+08:00

*lAlalAla.*
Humming to the naggings of mama urging my bummie sisters to wake up already.

HAPPIE BELATED 16th BIRTHDAY, DEAREST NURUL.!

Gotta apologise for attending your party without a pressie.
Well, honestly, i didnt receive any allowance this June hols.
So, ya got it, no savings for myself.
But, aniwaes, *mMwahs*, ya'll always be my darlinx sis/junior.!

Head over to City Hall, met my sweets and his lil cuzzie.
Off, we go to Simei, and reunion with the rest of our fellow classmates.
Elson, Jamas, CK, and Yong Jie.
Again, why am i always the only rose among the thorns.?! Muahahahas.
We were supposed to wait for Audrey and Ronald.
Thus, to kill time, we window shopped at East Pt.
Entered the Pet Safari.!
The kittens are so adorable, they looked like Care Bears. =p
LOL.

Dish. Damn..
Ronald and Audrey decided to meet us at Changi Beach instead.
So, we made our way to Changi Beach, the 7 of us.
Wan's and Fairoz's pit was quite a distance from the bus stop.
Managed to spot then anw.

The spectacular, scenic view of the sunset, and the magnificent touchdown of the aeroplanes flying above our heads was stunning, BEAUTIFUL.
I was mesmerized by the subtle hint of the diff colours that created these piece of art.

Da dee dum~
The first to left, was me, sweets and his cuzzie.
Sweets offered to accompany me home, thats why.
Said his mama insisted that he had to send me home.
How sweet can she get right.? Right..

Ya-daa, ya-daa, ya-daa.
Locked myself up in my room.
Suuposedly, tucked in.
Sweets reminded me to open up the gift he had given me earlier.
Gracious me, t'was a cutie lil bear.. [hp accessory].
And, and, once i pushed its tummy, its cheeks glowed, and said, *MmUuAcks.! I love you."
Aint it cute or what.?!
Now, whenever thoughts of him crosses my mind, or simply cos, i miss him, i'd know what to do.!!!
Sweets, such a dear of him. ("v") I LOVE YOU TOO.

__* loveliness redefined

Hollaback gurl~

nat : aduh nat.. lu ni, apa an si. udah gila ya.?! sememangnya lu gemar bikin lawak.! aniwaes, gue rindu banget skali sama lu.!

2005-06-22T11:13:00.000+08:00

*lAlalAla.*
Humming to Yellow Card.

I'm breathing in your skin tonight.
Quiet is my loudest cry.
Wouldnt wanna wake the eyes that makes me melt inside.
And if its healthier to leave you be,
May your sickness come and set me free,
Kill me while i still believe that you were meant for me..

("v") hearts for you. always. dun leave me in lieu of this song.

Heyloos.
I realised that i've been kinda lethargic lately.
Too knackered to update entries on my blog.
Erms, god knows what's up with me.

Gracious me.
Hols are almost coming to an end.
YESSIREE.
So looking forward to a brand new term at school.
Well, there's gonna be 2 more weeks of studying, revising and cramping.
And, ta-daa, its the mid-yrs for us.

Hmm, i have only been revising on my Maths and Physics for the past 3 weeks.
GP.? Malay.? Econs.?
Wooots. Totally, out of my schedule.

Aniwaes.
T'was the AKE bbq thingy over at Anchorage condo yesterday eve.
Pretty cool, chatting with the yr 2 seniors.
Gobbling non stop.
Yummilicious; roasted marshmellows, crabstick, half-burnt hotdogs, chicken, and hola, even ice cream.!
Yearh, that was all.
Ended the night with a couple of lame jokes.
God. What a gag it was.

Heys, didnt i just mention that im in no paricular mood to blog.?!
Muahahas.

Hollaback gurl~

ameLia : hey, thats so true. imitation is indeed the highest form of flattery. *blushes* lol.
Nila : yups, i did added ya in friendster, and yah, ya're linked girl. take care~

2005-06-19T19:26:00.000+08:00

*lAlalAla.*
Humming to the teevie commercial.

Had a jolly well, helluva splendid gud time over at KL with my relatives.
Uh-uh. =p
Shopping, eating, and erm, more shopping and eating.!
My uncle got me and my sis, phat, loads of stuff.
Aww, he's just as sweet as he can be.

Anw,

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY, DARLINNX PAPA.!
LURVE YA LOADS, REALLEH..

xoxo

PY prac, was sectionals.
Worn out, for now.
Ta-ta..

Hollaback gurl~

lynn : yupsie. its pinkie always. linked ya up soon.
Nisa : yearh, insya'allah. i'll be there. hee. OPWO rocks.
nat : aduh. gi mana si.. gue di sini pun rindu segala sama lu.!
rUL : wei.! i hate the fonts, ya know. boohoo.
ainee : sweets, its a pleasure. :))) tc~
LLingie : YES.! OOH.! I MISS YOU SO.! YOUR CUTENESS AND EVERYTHING.!
patricia : as always pat, as always... =)

2005-06-13T10:33:00.000+08:00

*lAlalAla*
Humming to Alicia Keys.

Dish.
I've screwed up the template again.
Sheesh. Now, the fonts are darn big.
How could i have been so careless to doodle and fiddle with the template.?!?!
BUUUUUEKS.

Ohkaes.
Havent been updating for a while.
Thats cos i thought all this while, the com was down.
Woots.
Stoopid me.
So, here i am, uploading the current post.

June 8.
A day spent at JB with my family.

Well.
June 9.
Had my AKE practise.
We were taught another new piece, If We Hold On Together.
Now, that's 3 pieces that we're gonna perform for National Day.
Coolness.
And, ooh, i'm actually one of the angklungs from the first row.
Eh-em. =p
Yups, make sure ya MI peeps, better come and take a closer look at me.!
Burps. Muahahas.
Lamenss overwhelming me.
Yearh, bro accompanied me home. and the day goes on.

June 10.
Slacked.

June 11.
Sentosa outing.!!!
With , my fellow schmates.
Its been ages, realleh, since i last visited that puny lil vibrant island.
Specifically, more than 4 yrs ago.
Serious. Gosh.
And so, i knew i couldnt let go of this opportunity to enjoy my hols for once.
Wan, Fairoz and Elson.
Erps, I was the only girl.
But, nvm, i did had loadsa greatt fun.
We chilled over at Siloso and Pahlawan beach.
:))) But, of course, i couldnt get use to the hot sunny weather.
The results, red tanned skin.! A complete contrast from my natural skin colour.
Ugliness. Yes.

June 12.
Did my Physics revision for a while. Finally..
Practised my clarinet.
Karaoke.
Watched an old movie, On The Line.
Off to PY prac.

June 13.
Oops. That's tmr. But, aniwaes.
Way away away from here i'll be.
KL here i come.!
Daa~

Hollaback gurl~

ameLia : thanks, and yesh, im coming to the OP05.
albert : =)

2005-06-07T11:08:00.000+08:00

*lAlalAla*
Humming to Peter Pan.

Dan munkin bila nanti,
kita kan bertemu lagi.
Satu pintaku jangan kau,
cuba tanyakan kembali.
Rasanya ku tinggal mati,
seperti hari kelmarin,
saat semua di sini.

("v") Mungkin...

I aint that lil miserable twerp no more.
Muahahas.
I realised that i'm pretty much contented with my current life now.
The way life revolves around me.
Not being tangled up in problems of any sort.
My dearie family, and dig 'em darlinx friends. Mmwahs.!! Hearts for them.
Little do they know, they rock my world so much.
Of course, there'e been more ups than downs for now.
Whenever im at school, im just full of vivacity.
Zest; liveliness.
At home, i'm more of a laid back, filial goodie two shoes daughter.
Plus, lately, my heart has opened its doors for me to pray, bringing me more closer to god.
And, honestly, i myself think that its such a wonderful change.
Praying without being told.
What is this.?
This metamorphosis.?
A new me.?
D'ya think its astonishing.?!?

EARTH TO nilAm.

Okie dokie.
Spent practically the whole afternoon in school yesterday.
Met bro, and off we were headed to sch.
To purchase our sch uniforms.
But, behold.!
The vendor hasnt arrived yet.
STOOPID. ARSEHOLE. FCUK.
We were told to come between 12-4pm.
However, news was spread that its delayed to 4-5pm.
So..
Bro suggested we wait for the time to pass by going to the com lab.
Logged on to friendster, chatted on MSN.
Dadeedum~
4PM.!
No sign of anyone.
Met a friend of mine, and she told me t'was at 5pm.
Fine.
Waited again.
5PM.!
Nah-uh. Not at all.
But, more peeps were already loitering ard the school.
My classmatea and i continued slacking in the com lab though.
5.45PM.!
Wei. Finally, a long big truck arrived with loads of boxes of uniforms.
Perfect assumptions.
Goodness gracious.
They should have known better that companies like UPs and FedEx actually exists ard here.
Oh for god's sake. We still had to queue up, and my oh my, what a long one it was.
Time check. 6.15PM.
And, with the uniforms safely in my hands.
Satisfaction.

Hollaback gurl~

maya : heyloo. linked ya up already. =)

2005-06-05T11:06:00.000+08:00

*lAlalAla.*
Humming to the damn irritating noise made by the karung guni.!

Aww...
Barbie Fairytopia was such a magical show.
Fairies; Wings; Necklaces; Guardians; Enchantments.
Elina.
She's oh so sweet. ("v")
A beautiful fairie, with a brave heart.
Hees. I just entered the contest to win a set of Fairytopia dolls.
Wish me luck.!

I became a part time facilitator for yesterday's MDM event.
The Youth Hub Carnival.
I sucked at it.
=I

Slacked at home.
It's been a ritual for me, i think, to simply spend my holidays lazing ard.
Afternoon naps, watching cartoons on the teevie, eating snacks, surfing the net.
And there's always one thing that i skipped.
School work.!!!
Assignments, and revisions.
There's loads of it. Im jus wondering when exactly will i start opening up my books, and browse through my notes.
Don't remind me.!
But, there's even a Malay project due on the first day of sch.
Boohoohoo.

So, i attended Shahina's b'day bbq yesterday night.
Over at her housing estate in Bishan.
On my way there, bumped into my ex-classmates, Ren Jie, Nicholas and Pei Qi.
And, on board the bus, Daryl.
I lurve the feeling of meeting up old friends.
It automatically evokes memories from the past.
Those days when we were all cramping for our O levels.
T'was nightmare.
Yah, bla bla bla.
Reahed there at 7pm.
A couple of my dearest juniors were there.
Took pixxies of course. friendster. take a peek.
I had a good time indeed.

I'm off to my PY prac.
Daa~

Hollaback gurl~

snz : yups. its the hols for me too. and, wee. have fun alrights. tata.!

2005-06-03T14:39:00.000+08:00

*lAlalAla*
Humming to myself.

Angklung practises weren't that bad after all.
I managed to learn 2 new pieces on the angklung, which we will be performing to the school on National Day.
Uber coolness.
Needless to say that it certainly is an anticipation for the year ones.
It does evokes memories of the past, when i used to be in the glorious Peirce Secondary Symphonic Band.
Well, i'm not exactly missing out on the chaos and the hectic preparations ushering the concert.
Perhaps, just the dearest juniors that i once mingle with.
Aww. Those were the days. Left, tucked behind this head of mine.
For keepsake. Of course..

FYI.
I'm that kinda girl who loves being involved in concerts.!
Performed for numerous concerts now, yet the exhilaration of it, never seems to cease.
Instrumentally.

ONCE A MUSICIAN. ALWAYS A MUSICIAN.
: : clarinetist for lyf, angklung/kulintang always : :

My darlinx bro is down with the flu, sore throat, and he has ulcer.
So, dear, do get well soon alrights.
Don't forget to consume the medicines prescribed.
And, one more thing, try to be more optimistic okies.!
See ya on Monday.

Hollaback gurl~

patricia : miss pat.! hehes. i've uploaded the pixxies to my com liao. but, its too big to be uploaded to my blog. so, i'll jus send it to ya online aight. =) i edited it though.
hidz : babe.! omg. the weather sux to the core, i tell ya. hahaks.

2005-06-02T20:00:00.000+08:00

*lAlalAla.*
Humming to the melancholic voice of my momsie reading the Quran.

Well, i just finished my prayers too.
And, i did read the Quran.
Honestly, i read it only on friday eve.

Enough abt that.
I realised that i was way behind time in the cartoon world.
Specifically, the Spongebob Squarepants.
Serious.! I mean, yesterday's episode was the first time that i ever watched.
Aniwaes, i didnt know back then, that Spongebob was superbly hilarious.
Oh gosh, i cranked up with laughter at yesterday's show.
The Maniac, i called it.
And to think that we were talking abt this during lessons earlier.
Rolling with giggles.
We were practically smirking non-stop.
Esp my dearie bro.!
Coincidentally, he watched it too.
So, we're like two childish kids chattering away abt how funny Spongebob was.
VERY.

Hmm, yah, today was one of a helluva hot day.
The warm weather realleh pissed me off.
As beads of perspiration trickled down my back, and the sides of my face.
One word defines it all.
YUCKS.

Met bro at Yishun MRT, and off we were, heading to school.
Bumped into Ariff at the Bukit Batok interchange.
And, took a bus ride to MI.!
Erps, that's the acronym of my school.

Pssst. I was already sweating.! dish..

Econs lesson was like a breeze.
Not only till it t'was nearing lunch time, that we started grumbling to be dismiss.
Indeed, we were let off, and made our journey, down to Al-Ameen.
Darn it. Packed, with throngs of hungry peeps like us.
Oh yearh, actually the whole class planned to go there.
But.!
All of the chinese peeps decided to go to the hawker centre at Beauty World instead.
Fcuk it.
Ronald claimed smth.
"You wanna follow them.? They're eating Muslim food.!"
Like wth. What's wrong with that.?!?
Get lost dude.
Nyehh.
Such a racist.
Eventually, only, me, bro, Wan, Ariff, Jai, and Shu Yuan, had our lunch at Al-Ameen.
Heys. It was defintely fine with us. Perhaps, the lesser, the merrier.
Oops. Yesh. I was the only grrrl amongst them.
Talked abt loads interesting stuff over our scrumptious meal.
=)

Maths lesson was erm, smelly.
Yearh, like, Maths rock our Socks.
Perfectness redefined.

Oookaylah.
I went home together with Wan and Fairoz.
Apparently, bullying me, was what they dig the most.
=P.

I'm restless.
Beats me.
There's Angklung prac tmr.

Hollaback gurl~

nat : ya can be a total sweetie as much as ya are a total bitchie. hehe. when are we hanging out.?

2005-06-01T11:06:00.000+08:00

*lAlalAla*
Humming to nth.

Eeeeek.
I'm sick.!
I'm having the most dreadful sickness ever.
Oh gosh.
Help.
I need medication.!
Shower me with pills, and syrups.
Diagnosed with the boredom-phobia.

Nyehh nyehh nyehh.
Muahahahahas.
Wakakas.
=p

LAME-O NILAM.

Okie dokies.
I'm kinda bummed out today.
That's cos i did my 2.4km run yesterday evening.!
Wee.!
I ran along the stretch of Khatib Bongsu, which was apparently 400m, for 6 times.
Somewhere near the bridge across the big drain near NVSS and HPS.
My childhood haunts.
Hee.

Nevertheless, i'm sure t'was worth all the effort.
Oh yessireee. I did it within a timing of 14.43 mins.
Sheer satisfaction for being able to break my own record.
*thumbsup*

Fairoz jus asked me out to play pool, AGAIN.
He has been asking me to tag along since like god knows when.
And, all the while, i have been refusing.
Busy, with household chores. right..
Well, there will be Wan and only Fairoz.
Of course, cant deny the fact that im pretty acquainted with them, cos they're my go-to-school buddies.
But, that doesnt mean, mama allows me to go out with 2 guys, to play pool.
Nah-uh.
Trust my judgement.
She disapproves of it.
So, guys, maybe next time aights.

Can't wait to meet my classmates tmr.
A whole day spent at sch.!
Greatt. No doubt abt it.
Finally, able to meet my dearie bro again. ("v")
Yesh, imma gonna bring along my digicam too.
____//* cam whore chiq.

Hollaback gurl~

patricia : hey hey. i'm bringing 2 memory cards along. just in case. hahaks.
aud' : thanks for tagging. =)

2005-05-31T09:50:00.000+08:00

*lAlalAla*
Humming to the musical background of Miss Universe 2005.

Alrights.
I actually managed to wake up extra wee bit early, jus so, that i'll be able to watch Miss Universe live on teevie.
*gaspinawe*
The contestants are, for heaven's sake, highly drop dead gorgeous.
Tall, slender, slim, a truly magnificent wonder oF God's creation.
Watching with envy. Sheesh.
How i wish i was one of those ladies out there. dream on.
Oohkaes. So, they have everything, that i doubt i have.
X-factor, for example.
Poise, grace, humility, big heart, and a warm genuine smile.
Ain't that totally NOT nilAm.
Muahahas.
Like totally.

____//*pretty please crown a tiara on my head.

Wishes are just wishes.
As dreams, i chase.

I've decided to do some stretching and exercising later this evening.
Just, a couple of rounds around the water catchment area a few metres down the road from my house.
Bro told me, that i need to remain fit, and maintain my shape till school reopens in July, as that's when our NAPFA test will commence.
I'd love to get rid of those unsightly bulging fats on my thighs and calves.

So. Anyone, care to join.?

Take this broken heart, and make it right...
xoxo

2005-05-30T10:26:00.000+08:00

*lAlalAla*
Humming to silence.

Hidup ini hanya kepingan,
yang terasing di lautan.
Memaksa kita,
memendam kepedihan.

Dan akan ku pendam kepedihan ini di dalam hati.
Sendiri.

Fake grins. False laughters.

I'm that jovial dollie, in a masquerade party.

Heartaches, and pains, are just a blessing in disguise, right.? Right. I hope so.

Sheesh. Enough of that crappy, non-stop, emo-ish feelings already.
Bleahs. Why am i so overwhelmed with emotions lately.?
EMOSI.

PY prac yesterie, wasnt at all good.
No trombonists. No percussions.
My sight reading of Star Wars and The Incredibles, were equally bad.
My tone sounded more like a saxophone.
My pitching was flat.
Gee. I blame it on my useless Rico Royal reed.
Thanks to Kelvin though, for the Van Houten ones.

Alrights. Headed back to bibik mama's place.
T'was my lil cuzzie, Danial's b'day party.
Obviously, it had ended way earlier.
But, erms, my presence was significant, perhaps.
Muahahas. Okay, lame.

How many times have i said this.?
Repetition. The need to emphasise.

Holidays are a total bore.!!!

I wish i'm back in school today.
With the jubilant atmosphere.
My gfs, brothers, classmates and other schoolmates of mine.
The chats, gossips, and never ending lame jokes.
Awww. See.?!?
I'm so missing 'em loads.

Bro.! I'm definitely sure that ya know how much i miss ya.
Hees. ("v")

Hollaback gurl~

nat : nat, my dear bitch. im sorta all smiles now. :))) thanks. dun wry abt me no more aights.

2005-05-28T18:11:00.000+08:00

*lAlalAla.*
Humming to Perfect 10, unknown tittle.

Satu nafas terhembus adalah kata
angan, debur, dan emosi tercampur
dalam jubah terpautan
tangan kita terikat... bibir kita menyatu
maka setiap apa yang terucap
adalah sabda pandita ratu
di luar itu pasir
di luar itu debu
hanya pasir meniup saja lalu hilang
terbang tak ada
tapi kita tetap menari
tarian cuma kita yang tahu
jiwa ini tandu
maka duduk saja
maka akan kita bawa
semua
kerana kita adalah satu

Wipe my tears tonight.
Blame it on my stoopid fragile heart. ("v")
Stop toying with my feelings already.
Bruised and wounded, this heart of mine.

On thursday, i had my GP mid-yr exam.
Oh gosh.
I think i did quite badly for my paper one.
Insufficient contents.
As for my language, well, it seems pretty fair.
Fortunately, my paper 2 was not that bad.
I must say, i did it with a lil subtle hint of confidence.
Just hope, it turns out good. *inhandsgod*

Tears flowed down this puffy cheeks of myn, at night.
Gratitude to my brothers, Elson and Fairoz.
Thanks for attempting to cheer me up.

Friday.
Sports heats at Toa Payoh stadium.
Met Wan and Fairoz, early in the morn.
My oh my, i waited for them at Yishun MRT, for like 15 mins.
Heh. So, we took a stroll all the way to the stadium.
Walked inside the HDB building, me thinks.
Totally mesmerized by the works of arts by Singaporeans.
Hmm, heard of the patchwork or quilt thingy.?
Yups, it's displayed there.
And to think we were looking at it, when the lights in the auditorium was still dimmed.
Lurvelie. Swept off my feet.

Ook. Reached the stadium just in time for attendance taking, and flag raising.
Bla bla bla.
Aint gonna rant what happened during the heats.
Took a seat beside Din.
Annd. My house, ONYX, was tittled the CHAMPS.!
Hip hip hurray. 3 cheers for ONYX.
Get acquainted with dearest gfs aka bliNg*blAng.
Had our lunch together.
Head straight home.
Slept through the day.
And, night.

Now. I'm just bored as usual.
No surprises here.
Ooh, how i wish i didn't have this aching feeling inside of me.
I miss you oh so much.

I despise holidays.
I'm serious.
Nyehh.

Hollaback gurl~

alex : heys. i'll never forget my darlx st. ya'll never be replaced. got that.? heh. take care.
dive : bro.? erms. yearh. i guess. thing's kinda complicated now.
nat : aww. ya simply can't stop missing me eh. lolx. *mmuacks*
ameLia : :))) thanks for tagging sis.

2005-05-24T16:43:00.000+08:00

*lAlalAla*
Humming to Jojo.

No more lonely, no more just me,
I've been there before, ain't going no more.
And now that you're here,
I never wanna say goodbye love.
Never wanna be without you.
No more crying, no denying,
I'm in love with you..
And now that you're here,
I never wanna say goodbye love.

("v") It's alright for me to cry.

A cool, chilly afternoon to laze around at home, sleepin.

I just had my lunch.
Though i didnt actually consume any breakfast too.
Bleahs. My bro forced me to eat.

And yah.
Stayed back in school for a lil while longer, to finish up my Maths assignment together with bro.
And, my dearest bro accompanied me home from school all the way to my void deck.
Ain't that so sweet of him.
Aww, i'm so touched by him ; words and actions.
Thanks bro.! Love ya munchies.
I'm so fortunate to have such a bro like ya.!

Ookay, so i bumped into a couple of MDM belias over at the MRT and Interchange.
Distributing out flyers, regarding the Youthub week which will be launched next week.
Their sole purpose of giving out these flyers, is to expose their activities, to the Muslims in the community, to participate along in the fun games, and courses held by DAMAY//MDM.

Now, i'm just plain bored.
So, ta-ta.

Hollaback gurl~

albert : thanks.

2005-05-23T11:47:00.000+08:00

*lAlalAla.*
Humming to X-Statix.

Aww, i lurve my darlinx bro a lot.!
Sweet simplicity, defines it all.
Us ; Bro/Sis.

Now, now, now.
Poof.
Sweat dripping all over my bodaye'.
EEw-yucks.
Pardon me, i just did my household chores.
Vacuum-ed my room.
It's a weekly thingy, and usually i'll vacuum the whole house too, but, since i was busy with my school assignments earlier on this morn, i eventually *spick-span* my room only.
Ta-daa~

Yesterday's PY prac was another one of those, i-thought-i-played-quite-well, days.
Lolx.
We're rehearsing 3 musicals, from The Phantom Of The Opera, The Sound Of Music and Les Miserables.
The total duration for these pieces lasts for approximately more than 30 mins.
So, enthusiasts listeners and PY supporters out there, catch us live in August, at the Esplanade.!
An opportunity of a lifetime to perform in one the world's recognised and established performing arts theatre.

Till then.
I'll be waiting for my bro's phone call.

Hollaback gurl~

patricia : hmmph. ya know, how much i miss -05s5-. god knows how i loathe long weekends.
nat : im always touched by ya kindness gurlie.

2005-05-22T12:27:00.000+08:00

*lAlalAla.*
Humming to Story Of The Year.

Untill the day i die.
I'd spill my heart for you..

Why aint he answering my messages like he used to do.?
Why aint he replying it with sincerity.?
Why oh why is he doing this.?
Is he trying to avoid me.?
He, puhlease don't hurt me this way.
He, why aren't the rainbows shining upon us today.?
The way it always does.
I miss he presence.
Answer all these qsns that have been crossing my mind lately.
I need justifications from he.

He, heart for you.

Hollaback gurl~

patricia : ouch.! that was rather hurtful of ya pat. haks. okaes. let's stop bitching for once.

2005-05-21T09:42:00.000+08:00

*lAlalAla.*
Humming to my sis's annoying and irritating voice that has been pestering me since the moment i lifted up my eyelids.

Red, and yellow, and pink and green.
Purple and orange and blue.
I can see a rainbow.
See a rainbow.
See a rainbow too..

Bro.! That's our anthem.
Muahahas.
Whenever i sing this song, or even just hum this tune out.
My bro, he never fails to give me this *no-comments* stare.
But, who cares.?
Seriously, I enjoy singing, to the core.!
Sway'in that petite bodaye, left and right..
Totally nilAm. //_+* Ooo. Move ya bodaye gurl.

Announcement.
I'm currently using 2 hp no.
My Starhub prepaid. And my MI plan.

Curiosity bugs the hell outta me.
I found out, that my prepaid card was mysteriously topped up again, by an anonymous person.
God knows who. Bleahs.
Third time so far.
Deepest *thank-euus* to you.

Hollaback gurl~

azi : yeshies. i will eat, and eat, and eat.! no frettings.
Danny JackAss : bueks. woopsie. *terperanjat* oh oh. hehs.
nat : awwwww. *apeckonthecheekformygf*
albert : thankiew.

2005-05-20T20:39:00.000+08:00

*lAlalAla.*
Humming to Ryan Cabrerra.

Beyond that smile we shared, was lust.
("v")

Lurve my cute bro, like oh so much.
To bits. To pieces.

Hollaback gurl~

patricia : linked ya up already. and, hees. hush. no more gossiping.
Ariff : Apa kau nak..? lolx. jgn marah ye.! And, im not quite sure how to get rid of that virus thingy.

2005-05-19T17:05:00.000+08:00

*lAlalAla.*
Humming to this song in Wan's bloggie.

We had our MI sports heats yesterday, over at Toa Payoh stadium.
Seriously, t'was just a total bore.
Sheer waste of time and money.
Bleahs. And, the hot weather rises the tension amongst everyone.

But, i did enjoyed the journey home with my goodie friend, Nat.!
She's my good friend in MI.
That oh so pretty, white-face bitch.
We talked abt loads of stuff.
Our bliNg*blAng, my crush, her friends.
Bla bla bla.
Bumped into Wan and Fairoz in the MRT.
Laugh non stop, i tell you.
My face was cramp to the max.
Hees.

I'm in Onyx house.
With green as our main colour.
That kinda sux. VERY.
Cos, god knows, how much i dislike that colour.
Instead, pink, is pretty more, ME.

:)))
I brought my sis's bright pink roxy bag to school today.
Sorry for those who were simply blinded by it.
Too bad, its not your fav.

My darlx bro, was frustrated at me too, yesterday.
I didnt know the cause of him ignoring me, till Wan told me why.
Was taken aback by the reason.
Its simply cos, i skipped my breakfast/lunch.
Yearh. True.
Everyone knows that i have this freaking headaches.
Thus, my dearie classmates been encouraging me to eat, eat and eat.
But, perhaps, due to my lack of appetite, i chose not to eat.
When, my bro got to know of this, he refused to talk to me.
I realised then, how caring he was towards me.
And for that, i learnt to be more appreciative of him.
It's true, that his caring personality is indeed his strength.
I promised, that i WILL try not to skip any of my meals, no more.
For the sake of him, and most importantly, for me. =)
God bless us both.

In addition to that.
Mama suggested that i have an x-ray taken.
To figure out the cause of these migraines.
And, for goodness sake, she even insisted buying pills that will stimulate and increase my appetite to eat.
Muahahas.

What a bore.
Its raining now.
Prolly, must have sung a lot in school.
HAHAHA.

Wokaes. That's lame, and i have to agree to that.

Hmm, had like uber fun in malay class.
We were split into 5 diff grps.
Each with a max no of 5 members in the grp except for mine, which consists of only 3.
Me, Zaheir and Fairoz.
Gee.
Fairoz realleh cracked me up.
His nonsensical craps, and lame jokes, did it all.
Cikgu Marnie, commented on our grp noise level a couple of times.
But, lolx, we couldnt take it, but *wakakakas* =)
And to think that our source of laughter was Ariff aka P. Ramlee.

Zaheir : Ariff.. Bangun. tengok video.. Video.
Ariff : Apa kau nak....?
Zaheir : Ariff... Bangun, bangun. Tengok video..
Ariff : Kau nak, kau tengok sendiri ah.! *frustrated*

My god. Ariff, is a decent nonsense dude.

Oh well, from now on.
I'll be heading to school, with Wan and Fairoz.
Meeting Fairoz in Wdlands, and Wan in Marsiling.
At least, im away from that nerdy yr 2 guy, who always wants to walk beside me.
Nyehh. Get lost, you.

So far.
Sch's rather amusing.
I lurve all my friends whom realleh made my day in one way or another.
*Mmwahs*

Hollaback gurl~

albert : *grins*
Hendra : glad ya tagged.
ameLia : erms, yesh dear. will be heading to the doc sometime soon. dun worry aight. thanks for your concern though. miss ya loads.!

2005-05-16T20:45:00.000+08:00

*lAlalAla.*
Humming to Backstreet Boys.

Headache.
Nyehahaha.

Woots.
Pretty surprised to know that most of the -05S5- peeps share one big evil secret.
Lols.
If ya aint know whats happening, stop being oblivious, and figure it out ASAP. =p

Aniwaes.

Hollaback gurl~

albert : hees. :)))
nat : i know ya aren't straight girl. you're in love with dan. haks. btw. *mmmwahs*
diana : *waves timidly* see ya in sch.!
farah : heyloos...
Nisa : ya're a bandsmen from opwo. coolness. clarinet rawks big time yaw.!

2005-05-14T17:49:00.000+08:00

*lAlalAla.*
Humming to my mum's naggings.

Had to woke up quite early today.
Met Ariff and Wan in the MRT.
Headed to Boon Lay.
Gathered with the a couple more of our classmates. //* 05S5 rawks.!
Yearh.

So.
We split up for our breakfast.
Half, Mcdonalds, and the other half, me, my darlin bro [Azri], Wan, Ariff, Ama, CK, Elson, to LJS.
T'was my first time having breakfast at LJS, and heys, scrumptious toast indeed.
I couldnt finish my meal though, but my bro forced me to eat, nyehh, managed to consume all of it, eventually.
Anw, Tutz and Sab, were there too.

Once done, we went across to kinda pushed the rest to eat their meals a lil bit faster, since we knew we're gonna be late for our Institute Day.
Gobble gobble gobble.
And, off we were, dashing for the incoming bus, to bring us to NTU auditorium.
Great time, bonding in the bus.
15 of us, chatting, ya-da ya-da, laughing non-stop.

Alighted. And of to no surprise, we weren't the only ones who were late.
Supposedly, it was to commence at 9.45, but even as the time displayed 10.05, Millenians were still streaming in.
Muahahas. What's with punctuality.?
Saw many unfamiliar faces, probably from Bartley campus.
But, aniwaes, we sat at the few back rows.
Settled down comfortably with my bro by my side. =)

Overall performance was amazing.
To think that its gonna be a bore.
Hell, no.
For a moment, i felt this twinge of pride in my heart, for being a Millenian.
Aww.
We bring glory to Millenia.....

12.30.
Walking towards the exit door.
Waited for my classsmates as they were discussing abt their plans.
Caught a glimpse of bling*blang.
Embraced Nat, Sab, and Tutz.
And, ooh i kissed the three of them on their cheeks.
Waitt. On the lips, with Tutz.
Hmm, the need to emphasise that i gave a peck to Tutz on the lips.
I'm wayy straight, alright.

In the end, i decided to tag along with my bro and, Elson, Li Min and Yong Jie, to Penin.
Elson and bro, window shopped for hockey stuff, and Yong Jie, he was looking out for a shoe bag.
Strolled to Suntec City then.
Ate chendol. Seriously, i had no appetite for a decent lunch.

We continued walking ard, talking, and gossiping abt someone.
LOLx.
My headache came again, for the 2nd time.
Oh yearh, tears came flowing down my cheeks, whilst i was in the audi.
Back to the headaches.
I'm touched by my classmates kind gestures.
They're so caring and conncern towards me.
For instance.
Elson made me a cup of Milo once, when i had a headache in class.
Bro, Wan, and Amalina, insisted that i should pop in and visit the doc again.
Bleahs. Insya'allah.
Bro, was like persistently asking me if i was alright.
That's just so sweet of ya. Million thanks.

Bro and me were so exhausted.
Made up our minds, to head home.
He accompanied me, in a way, by taking the same train, although it's further than the other option.
Appreciate it loads dear, thanks.
*Mmwahs.* Love my bro soo much.

My head's throbbing ferociously.
My back hurts.
My eyes are blinded by the light.

No.
No madrasah for me tonight.
I'm typing out this blog while waiting for my sis, Seri to reach home from madrasah.
Mama nagged at me for making up excuses for not wanting to attend today's lesson.
Anw, ustazah told us that the syllabus has already been covered.
Though, its not a perfect excuse to skip.
But still.

Took a shower, but it failed to rejuvenate me.
Anw, my heartiest congratulations to my cousin.
She delivered a baby girl earlier today. :)))
I'm an aunt now.
Hees.
Practically alone now.
The rest of the fam, are now on their way to KK.
Let's just hope she'll do fyn.

Hollaback gurl~

Albert : so sweet.
NiZ : alrights sis. tc.

2005-05-12T16:19:00.000+08:00

*lAlalAla.*
Humming to the clicking-typing sound of keyboards.

Heyloos.
I'm at the school computer lab now.
With my classmates. =)
Azri [brO.!], Wan, Ariff and Zaheir.
Kinda slacking, cos we just ended our econs extra class.

By the way.
I cant stand the frequency of my headaches.
I keep getting these tension headaches more often now.
Sure does tick me off, especially when i'm having my lessons, whilst realleh concentrataing and paying utmost attention to what is being taught.
Panadols, are the only pills that i have to rely on.
It chases away my migraine.

Aights.
Perhaps, that's all for today.

Hollaback gurl~

albert : hey albert. hiya.
Zee : hey ya. lolx. life's wonderful.
azi : thanks loads for dropping by dear.. and, don't get too worked out from the exams okkay.
khai : hees. of course.! it's been a real knowing ya bro.! :)))

2005-05-10T20:35:00.000+08:00

*lAlalAla.*
Humming to Hilary Duff.

Hey, i'm back.!
NILAM'S IN DA HOUSE.
Took a long time, didnt i.?
Yups. It broke down again.
I wonder why this pathetic machine of mine keeps getting screwed up.
Nyaah.
Its like the wonderfool midget that serves a plethora of purposes to teens, namely me.!
Muahahas.

Been busy, again.
Havent had the time to update.
Sincere apologies from me. =(

Anw, gd news.
I'm now a member of Angklung Kulintang Ensemble.
And, im chosen to play Kulintang [melody].
Cant wait to get my hands on a pair of drumsticks to start practising on my rolling.
Overwhelming anxiety.

Well, my Sundays are reserved for Philyouth practises again, as it resumed last Sun.

I'm now Wan and Azri, Maths student mentor.

Got hold of Kelvin's used clarinet.

Bleahs.
I think that it's such a total waste of time to type out this bit of chunk of rants with a blank mind.

Hollaback gurl~

nat : lurfe euu too. *mmmwahs*
ameLia : been fyn, thanks dear. jus got a lil caught up with sch.
dIana : heylooos. see ya on sat.!
ALI : getting all smiley.? =)
albErt : haks. thanks again dude for the non-stop testimonials. appreciate it.
Aztarafquorun@hotmail.com : erms. i dun happen to recall being at bedok on sun.

2005-05-02T17:27:00.000+08:00

*lAlalAla.*
Humming to Peter Pan.

Ada apa denganmu.... ("v")

Im downright knackered.
Just got back from my vacation home at JB.

Hollaback gurl~

syaz' : heyloo syaz. see ya in sch tmr yup. :)))
nat : aww, nat. my gosh, ya're like so sweet to me. thanks yearh. love ya, bitch. <3

2005-05-01T09:58:00.000+08:00

*lAlalAla.*
Humming to Sleeqtones //Alyph&Riffy.

Yesterday was a helluva wonderful cum weary night.
Of course, our mart was such a great success.
We earned a total of $176+.!!!
Heh. And, that doesnt include the amt of amusement and entertainment we had.
The joy of being ard your classmates, schmates from both campuses, and friends who drop by our lots.
=) Thanks for coming yaw.
To think that it could be a bore, nah, hell no, t'was pretty astounding.
An additional bonus, Macdonalds, less than 3m away from our lot.
Amazing. *Mmwahs.*
And to all of my darlink team members, Amalina, Syahmi, Jamas, Elson, Yong Jie, Zahier and Shawn.
Not forgetting, our leader, who wasnt available as he was being warded in the hospital, Sadiq aka Wan.
Your planning assisted us in many ways. :)))
Oops, the rest of our classmates from other grps too, whom were lazily hanging out at our lot.
Azri, CK, Ariff, and my outcast, Atika.!

Alrights, imma gonna need a long rest.
And, my hideway is.. JB.!
LMFAO.
My family will be heading back there later.
Holiday-ing. Triple yay-ness.
So, cheerios~

Hollaback gurl~

Llingie : darlyn farah dear.! s'long since we met. i've edited the link already aight. see ya ard.!

2005-04-29T22:41:00.002+08:00

*lAlalAla.*
Humming to First Ladee.

Well, well, well.
Shall we continue from where i left yesterday.?

So, we went shopping at Surfbabe and Roxy.
=) Three cheers to my bibik, for the Ripcurl sling bag.
I brought it to sch today. Hee. I lurve the sheer simplicity of it.
With that hint of pink.
Just like the pair of black/pink Gallaz shoes that i've been wearing to sch lately.
I realised that all these while i had always wanted to be someone.
Someone whom stands out from the crowd.
Someone whom seeks and craves for the attention.
Someone whom places appearance as her top priority.
And that's when reality hits me.
I gotta learn to be accept who i really am.
To be myself. And to love myself jus the way i am.
Shedding myself from that old thang.
Metamorphising into that sweetaye' marionette.
Which most of my darling gfs acknowledged me as.

Aniwaes, was having a chat with Amalina this morn.
She was telling me abt how she finally found her true friends.
And, it kinda got me questioning.
I don't seem to have any true friends.
It has always been best friends. Or, good friends. Hmm, close friends.?
Yearh, it had persistently been that way.
*sigh*
Perhaps, i just have to continue searching.
Perhaps, i shall have to wait till my destiny calls for me.

BANANA.!
Erps. My head's going bananas.
Oh, wonder why..

One last thing.
MI pre-u one econs students will be having a MI Tanglin Mart, at Tangling Mall tmr eve.
From 5-10pm.
Calling out to all those peeps out there to drop by our lots alright.
There will be 2nd hand items, such as clothes, bags, shoes, and other typical stuff that ya might find at a flea market.
Yups, so, if ya're free, ya'll prolly know where to head to on Sat night.!
LOlx.

Sweet reveries.

Hollaback gurl~

yati : erm, entah eh. i've like practically no idea whats wrong with that bad linkie. sorry abt that though.

2005-04-28T17:13:00.000+08:00

*lAlalAla*
Humming to the buzz in the dental clinic.

Wakakas.!
I'm blogging from the com at my bibik's workplace.
A dental clinic at Wisma Atria.
Came straight off from sch.

Bullshit.
After sch, my class and 05S2 were supposed to have a debate.
And, to no surprise, there were no supporters.
Neither were there any adjudicators.
So, we made our own decisions to just dismiss ourselves instead.

Aniwaes, cant wait.!
Well, me and my sis, Phat, are right now enjoying ourselves with the lovelie cool comfort of this oh so posh clinic.
And right after my bibik's done, we're gonna be *poof*, window shopping.
=)

Da dee dum***

Hollaback gurl~

Ali : :))) your line of smiles made my day.
DiNiE : heyloos. yearps, havent been bumping into ya for quite a while now. take care too alrightey.
draco : fid.! hahahas. miss ya too dude.

2005-04-27T20:44:00.000+08:00

*lAlalAla.*
Humming to Sleeqtones.

My fallacies. Your flaws.
We make mistakes all the time.
Since we cant forget.
Let's jus learn to forgive.
[Written by me.]

OHMIGOSH.
I was touched by the bling*blangers.
Muahahas.
They touched my boobs. OOOPS.
It's gonna sound weird and all, but heys, they created a new game, and called it, touch rugby.
No, it aint the normal, violent sporty thingy, but, like i mentioned earlier, it involves booby.
Lolx. Alrights.
They realised that i was the only one left among the 14 of us, whom have not yet joined this game of theirs.
So, i was sorta, honoured, so they said, to be played.
I practically screamed in the canteen.
Totally freaked me out.
Dilemma of the boobies.

So, after sch, me, Nat, Sab, Renu and Vitz hung out at West Mall.
Unintentionally, Renu brought along her digicam.
And, yearh, Nat and me were snapping pixxies while they had their lunch.
Check out the eye-candies posted in friendster, soon aight.

Right now, beads of perspiration are just trickling down my face.
Arrrgh.! Cant stand the heat.
Oh, ohkay, the warmth inside my room.
For now.
See ya, nitey.

that marionette me. ("v")

2005-04-25T22:27:00.000+08:00

*lAlalAla.*
Humming to .... [DANNY JACKASS.! BOO.]

Lolx. Apologise for that.
It concerns only those who "makan hello panda, terasa itik."
Aight. For those who dun seem to get it.
Its supposed to be LAME.

Anw, dead meat, me.
After school, that is.
Found the 3 bitches, Nat, Tutz, and Sab, half naked in the toilet.
Honestly. No surprises.
Yearh, freshen up and all that.
Powders, perfumes, hair, make-ups.
Blablabla.
So, Dan and Ken were waiting for Nat outside sch.
And, my gosh.
Ohkaes, smth happened.
And, it just doesnt seem right to me at all, at least.
Dish. *punching my fist downwards*

Hollaback Girl~

ali : Thanks dude.! :)))
starryemokid : eh. biasalah. bling blangers rawk on alright.! power to the max ah.
draco : erps. who are ya.?

2005-04-21T22:13:00.000+08:00

*lAlalAla.*
Humming to Jojo.

Grabbing this opportunity to thank a kind soul out there, fow topping up my pre paid card for me.
Coincidentally, t'was low at that period of time.
So, yearh, i wish i know who it is.
May god bless you. :)))

Well, i've been having these realleh painful headaches.
Its a nuisance to me, especially when im trying so hard to pay attention in class.
I better heed some kinda medication fast.
Cos, basically, i have a couple of tests coming up, and its gonna be like the first test for the yr, and i intend to do well for all.
*Insya'allah*

I've nth left to say.

Hollaback gurl~

Mr_Brightside : Heys. I remember ya. We're in the same class, back in pri 4. =) Woots, long lost friend. Found.
azi : Nopes. Couldnt get the chance to snap a pix with him. Aww. A pity, aint it.?
kYn : Sish. Thanks so much for your concern. I've been doing fine. Jus a couple of headaches, that happen to hurts a lott. Missing ya too. And, yups, Tuti, she's in my malay class.
dIana : Hmm, perhaps, it wasnt worth it at all. But. Who gives a damn abt that.? He's drop dead cute. Oops. Hee.
nat : Muahahas. Whiteface Nat. Thanks for loving me. And, of course, i love ya too girl. *MMMwahs~*

2005-04-19T23:48:00.000+08:00

*lAlalAla.*
Humming to Taufik Batisah. [He's darn cute, up close.]

Alrights, i knew i havent been updating for like a week.
And, thats considered long, wasnt it.?
Oh well, anyway, here i am again, typing out my rants and blablabla for all those loyal readers out there.
*Muacccks~*

Ohkaes, i jus came back from Kallang Theatre.
Had a wonderful magical roller coaster ride with TAUFIK BATISAH.!
Lolx. That's so untrue.
Indeed, accompanied my friends to An Evening with Taufik.
Gosh, to my amazement, my friend got me a front row tix.!
Fu-yoo~
Obviously, uber greatness for sure.
He's wayyyy cute.!
Aight, that's enough for tonight.
*grins widely* :))))

I sincerely aopolgise for the late update due to my oh ever so busy schedule.
Livin a pretty cool hectic life though.
Enjoying it to the MAX.
But, to my limits, of course.

BLING BLANG. aka blacklisters.
Nilam, Amalina, Shaz, Nat, Tutz, Vitz, Renu, Sarah, Hidz, Hudz, Sabrina, Maggie, Firah and Nadia.
My newfound clique.
Lurve 'em triple truckloads. ("v")

Hmm, another day packed with sch activities ahead of me tmr.
So, ya got the hint.?
BYE.

2005-04-12T20:04:00.000+08:00

*lAlalAla.*
Humming to the *pop-up sound of MSN.

BRONZE.
COP to Silver to Bronze.
Quite a disappointment for me.
But, imma gonna hold my head up high, and be proud of my dear juniors for im pretty sure they had done their best. =)
Congrats.

I skipped school today.
Simply cos i felt the need to be with PSSB on this impt day.
SYF~ Central Judging for Concert Band 2005.

So, i went to my alma mater.
Presented my wonderful clarinet juniors with a motivational card each. [Did it this morning.]
And yearh, me and Yunn Miin, we helped to tie red and black ribbons on their lil ponytails.

One definite thing, SCH is not a gd place for the comp.
Its like so darn squeezy, unlike VCH, where we had our comp 2 yrs ago.
But anw, yearh, saw a couple of my friends there.
Peeps from Regent, Northland and Philyouth.

I guess there's no need for me to dwell on this no more.
Its over.
Bleahs.

Assignments half done.
Heh.

And, once again, a big congrats to OPWO, gold with hons.!
And to my sis's band, TK, gold.
=)

2005-04-10T20:09:00.000+08:00

*lAlalAla.*
Humming to 1st Lady. ][ currently, this song is one of my fav.

Holla~
Lovelie time today with my girlfriend, Atika.
Met her at Queensway where she gets her hockey stuff, and off we went to Bugis.
Our intention was to grab our lunch there, but the coffeeshop was closed.
So, instead, we zoom all da way in the train, to Sengkang.!
Of all places. Yearh, i know.
But, we went there to meet Yati.
The 3 stooges. Muahahas.
Cant believe even though we're all in diff schs, our bond between us remains strong, no matter what.
The 3 mths we spent together was, erm, sheer outrageous.
Well, that somewhat explains how we still cranked up with hilarity at the lame jokes.

And did i mention.?
I got my lil sis, her belated birthday present gift, like finally.
Lols. T'was a cute red Emily purse.
=) Lightens me up when i sees the grin on her face the moment i presented it to her.

Right, now, im jus slacking at home with my sis.
The rest of the pham, out having dinner.
Sweet reveries.

Is there a panacea to blatant heartaches.?
Im pretty convinced i need loadsa medication to cure this mushy sickness.
No more maltreatment.

2005-04-06T19:58:00.000+08:00

*lAlalAla.*
Humming to __________.

Angklung Kulintang Ensemble, has been placed as my first choice for CCA.
Followed by, the Malay Cultural Society.

My body's aching again.
PE this mornin, was thoroughly tedious.
Conditioning, maximum hell.
Warm up runs, weary.
I was obviously drenched with my own sweat.

Aniwaes, i kinda realised that my new classmates arent that bad after all.
=) Pretty easygoing, and total extroverts.
During break, most of us spent our time chilling out in class, with loud musiq booming on the stereos.
Haks. Lights out, and doors closed, we slacked.
Grrrrooving to the dancebeats, while classes in close proximity had to bear the volume with envy.
The malay peeps are great, Syahmi, Amalina, Zaheir, Ariff, Khai and Wan.
All, with their respective crazzie personalities, im sure the 3 yrs ahead of us will be guaranteed to have loadsa fun time together.
05S5 rawks.!

Announcement.
Im appointed the class Environmentalist IC.
*grins*

And, i was all smiley during maths lesson today.
Praised by my teacher, of course.
"Very good.."
*blushes*

:))) Aight, holl back some other time.
Currently, i've a couple of assignments due tmr.
Nitey~

2005-04-05T20:18:00.000+08:00

*lAlalAla.*
Humming to GreenDay/Oasis.

One sided love, is the hardest thing of all.

Bummed out.
And, psst.
I hate the cold weather, that makes me shiver *brr* all over. =(

2005-04-02T13:47:00.000+08:00

*lAlalAla.*
Humming to the rhythm of the fallin rain.

Goodness gracious me, sympathise me, for im always bound to be in this unfortunate plight.
I'm disheartened by his remarks.
Yet, i cant stop thinking abt him.
Must i be forced to subdue the longing of desire towards him.?
This blatant heartache seems to have already seeped in me.
Guess, i have to live with it.
Aww.
I'm beginning to have qualms on whatever nonsensical crapps that he had ever told me.

Hasta Manana.!
Haha.
I was so panicky yesterday.
And i put the blame to Radz.!
My dearest good friend, *landak* fooled me twice in a day.
Does that made me so naive.?
Or was i jus another foolish victim to be pranked on April Fool's day yesterie.?
Bleahs.
*crankedupp*

Daaaa~

2005-04-01T17:03:00.000+08:00

*lAlalAla*
Humming to 1st Lady.

But if the day comes,
that i have to let you go.
I think there's something,
i should probably let you know.
That everyday, that i've spent with you.
I will miss you cos, i'm happy that i have you at all.

("v") haartx always for ya.

SHUT UP.!!
Oh my god.
Ain't i supposed to be like totally OVER him already.?!?
For heaven's sake. *shrugs*
Dip-a-dee-doo-daa.
Blah.

Check outt my new hairdo.
=) Seriously, this is the most shortest hair length i ever have for god knows how long.
It's darnn short.
But, i have my reasons for cutting it.
Wanna know.? LOLx.
Alright, alright.
I'll spill the truth.
Ever since i permed my hair [miss those lovely dollie curls~], I began having dandruffs.!
Well, the hairdresser told me that my scalp must have reacted BADLY to the chemical that was used to perm it.
And, furthermore, i kept changing shampoo products.
My once silky hair, gave way to dry ones.
But, fortunately of course, there arent any split ends.
Erps, does that actually makes any difference to the quality of my hair.
HAHA. NO.
So, anyway, the dandruffs, are superbly itchy, that it tempts me to scratch my head all the time.
Goodness me, duh, its just me having the tendency to scratch my head [with long fingernails] to clear it.
You guessed it, due to the sharpness of my nails, residues appeared, cuts on my scalp.
:(((
Hence, its sorta a pain whenever i tie my hair into a ponytail.
Finally, i ended up resisting to snip-snap my curls away.
In lieu of the yesterday-feminine nilAm, you'll get a today-childish nilAm.
Honestly, this new image of mine, makes me look years younger.
Now, you guys will be seeing me with loads of prettie cutie hairclips all over.
Thank my mama for being such a finesse over this.
And please, i would like to grab this opportunity, to claim that, those dandruffs on my head, have no rights whatsoever to label me as a filthy girl, aight.

I'll come clean.

2005-03-28T21:29:00.000+08:00

*lAlalAla.*
Humming to Gareth Gates.

Say it isn't so
Tell me you're not leaving
Say you're changed your mind now
That I am only dreaming
This is not goodbye
This is starting over
If you wanna know,
I don't wanna let go
So say it isn't so

I miss you, a lott.
Tears flowed down these rosy cheeks of mine, all the time.
But, i remain strong, with certainty that, i'll be able to move on.
Though this fragile heart could never ever bear such a heartwrenching pain, i guess i'll never be able to be with you again.

Love, lost.
An unexpected, miserable ending.
He'll remain, at the back of my mind, somewhere in my heart, as a past chapter in this sweet fairytale. ("v")

I'll never regret having you by my side, at all.

2005-03-27T21:59:00.000+08:00

*lAlalAla.*
Humming to *an unidentified song.

Wee.!
The concert was another greatt success.
My gosh, clarinet section, was the only section, who spent most of the time, snapping pixxies together.
:)))

Aniwaes. Everything went smoothly.
Met the clarinet section at City Hall for lunch.
And, off we went, heading to VCH.
We're like the first section to arrive, other than the percussion, of course.
Oh, since we're already in our black outfit, we straightaway set up our instrument, and began practising.
Erps, the refreshments was from Polar Cafe.
Hee. Puffs. Puffs. And more puffs.
But, i didnt eat it.

Unfortunately though, my reed split.
Madness.! Left with that one and only reed.
But, it didnt do much damage, since, the tone remains the same.
So, yearh. Phew.
I obviously need to get a new box of reeds for myself this week.
On the other hand, i should just probably get it next mth or smth.
Till, the next schedule is up.
But, wait.!!!
Heys, nah, i still need it to practise. =P

Back to the excitement of the concert.
Mama and Phat came.
Ohmigosh, mama was so sweet.
She gave me this lovelie *congratulations* card.
Hee, it's my 1st ever performance with Philyouth Winds.
And, mama knows that i've been wanting to get into Philyouth ever since after the O's.
To which, i passed the audition. [But, erms, currently, under probation.]
It touches my heart, when mama gave it to me, grinning.
Apparently, i know she's proud of me.
And im more than proud to have such great parents, supporting me all the time.
Always being present at all of my concerts. :)))
*Mmwwwahs* *Muacccks* *Smoooches* ("v")

Believe it or not.
I had a heartwrenching morning.

Baby, i love you,
And i'll never let you go.
But if i have to,
Boy, i think that you should know.
The love we made,
can never be erased.
And i promise that,
you will never be replaced.

MY HEART REMAINS WITH YOU.

2005-03-26T10:08:00.000+08:00

*lAlalAla*
Humming to these disturbed thoughts running through my mind.

I'm being patient.

2005-03-25T21:51:00.000+08:00

*lAlalAla*
Humming to Obsession.

What am i feeling.?
What am i doing wrong.?
Is this an illusion.?
That i have in my heart.?

("v") You. Pls, come back to me. Dont you know how much i love you.?

Oh gosh.
I'm just so worn out.
Exhausted.
Shoulder's aching, and everything.
Blisters practically, here and there.
My calf, my thumb, my back.
=(

Alright, lemme start ranting abt yesterday's events.
T'was the 2nd day of the orientation.
Got the opportunity to know my OG10 peeps more better.
Nat, Syaz, Sue, Hilmi, Vidz. :))) Pretty much, the ones that i talk to a lot.
Couldnt deny the amt of fun we had.
During OG period, we created our OG flag, identity, and cheer.
Hmm. And then. We had MI dance. And, ooh, im like a total expert at that already. *blushes*
Haks. Crapps.
And.!! I'm supposed to meet up with Radz, but *pooh* bueks.
I couldnt get the chance to sneak out whilst in the orientation.
And oh my dear, he waited for me in the canteen.
But left.
Bleahs.
Aniwaes, later in the afternoon, we had a scavenger hunt.
Yearh, thats abt it.
Oops. The bartley campus peeps came over too.

____//*** ATIKA.! I miss ya lahh.

Now, now, now.
I woke up at 9.15 am today.
That's cos, i had sectionals at 11am.
But, erps.
Sorrie, i came late.
We didnt realleh play together, but self practised instead.
Ran through a couple of songs from our concert's repertoire.
And, went for lunch, at the nearby KFC.
Back again, for combined band rehearsal.
Now, came the tiring partt.
We did some kinda recording, and had to replay 1 song, for like, 3-4 times.
And, 1 song, was like, arrrrgh.!
6 songs, in total.
Slava, Trauermusik, I Am, Ride, October, Esprit De Corps.
Honestly, i improved a lil bitt.
*blushes* Again.?
LOLxx. Aww. Couldnt help it..
A lil ounce of pride, is harmless.

Met my family, at Np, for my dinner.
Specifically, Golden Village, LJS.
Phat, had a haircut.
At least, she looks, more of her age.
Bubbly, and younger.
Believe me, i've no idea, how many of ya out there, mistook her as my elder sis.
Gee, she just turned 14 last Jan.

Aye. Im done.
Nightey~

2 more days to concert.

2005-03-23T22:05:00.000+08:00

*lAlalAla*
Humming to Tata Young.

I don't wanna be like Cinderella.
Sitting in a dark old dusty cellar.
Waiting for somebody, to come and set me free.
I don't wanna be like Snow White.
Waiting for her handsome prince to come and save me,
on a horse of white, unless we're riding side by side.
Don't wanna depend on noone else.
I'd rather rescue myself.

Heyloos.
Wee.! Today's first day at school, was not as bad as i expected.
Made more new friends.
Well, the JAE cohort is half of the PAE.
So, there are like only 15 OGs instead of 30+ Ogs, two mths ago.
And, lucky me, im in OG 10, this time round.!
With OGL Riyah, and my darlinx friend, Dewn.
Oh, uber greattness.
By the way, OG 10/Ma Mee Moo, peeps, are kinda friendly.
Funnie, but cool peeps.
Aww. But no one can ever replace my two closest friends, Atika and Yati.
Lolx. They were the ones whom actually taught me how to skip lectures, tutorials, and even running out of school.!!!
But, heys, to think of it, they were the ones whom stand by my side, when i needed them. =)
Arent they sweet.?
Those morning breakfasts, lunch after school, and nights out together..
All those memories, arent left unforgotten.

One more thing for me worry abt now.
Is.
What CCA will i join in MI.?
jazz band. [held at bartley campus. pathetic.!]
modern dance. [considering.]
malay cultural society. [in for sure.]
angklung kulintang ensemble. [erms. *shrugs*]
other sports cca. [aiks. no more tanner for me. though im fit, alright. oohkay, lil bit skinny. ]

There's practically nothing for me to rant, no no.

So very much in lurve with him.
But i doubt this thought of mine ever come across his mind.
I never wanna say goodbye, lurve.. ("v")

This fragile haart is in pain.
Boo.!
Somebody please tell him this.
Oh, pls do.

4 more days to concert.

2005-03-21T21:26:00.000+08:00

*lAlalAla.*
Humming to Postcards From Singapore.

Pssst.
I am just plainly bored.
Laid back, on this green swivel chair of mine.
Pretty much, phrasing my thoughts, into sentences.

I've been browsing through the NAFA and Lasaselle SIA webpage lately.
And my mind is getting rather occupied with visions of myself, a few years down the road, with a Diploma In Music, and Bachelors.
:)))) *grinning*

Erps, yearh right.
I already missed the auditions.
And.. wei.!
I havent prepare anything, even if there's still room another round of auditions to be hold.
However. I will definitely be glad auditioning for them spontaneously.
Though, i have not actually done majoring in my minor scales yett.
Bleahs.

Ohkaes.
Right now.
I've been thinking hard, considering, whether i should get my own clarinet by now.
I realleh do want one, to have it call my own.
The problem is. $$$.
Financially broke.
I cant ask from my parents. Seriously, no way. [Though, i do hope they dont mind forking out a lil bit.]
But i bet there arent any more space left in their minds to fit in a bill of at least $600++.
Wont even bother demanding them.
Soo, my soln is to find a part time job, during the upcoming June hols, and get my hands on that Buffet clarinet.!
______//* dreamland.

*heaving a big sigh of misery*

Tomorrow will be the official last day in MI for my dearest friend, Atika.
Ohmigosh. I'm like so gonna miss her truckloads, when she's gone.
That practically means, i have to make more new friends this coming Wed, during orientation.
Experiencing that same 'ol thing.

"Heyloo, my name is Nilam. What's yours?"

Boo.
A never ending scenario.

One last thing.
I miss him.
Yearh, i realleh doo.

You were everything, everything that i wanted.
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it.
And all the memories so close to me, just fade away.
All this time, you were pretending.
So much for my happy ending.

I need you back, here with me, to create that happy ending of mine. ("v")

2005-03-18T14:03:00.000+08:00

*lAlalAla*
Humming to The Polar Express.

And, an end to da Serie Musicale II.

The past three days was greatt.
PSSB went over to OPSS, on Tues and Wed for a band exhchange, in preparation for our combined concert yesterday night. =)
Combined rehearsal went smoothly.
And yearh, we even had an interaction segment, more like games time.
Heh, ohh, i enjoyed playing mass skipping.!!!

*I saw him. But sadly, he ignored me, avoided me. =(
[That's cos he's busy. No doubts abt it.]

Yesterday, however was gosh, helluva funn.
Full of activities for us.
Combined practises, individual band segments, breaks, the changing times.!
Yesh, simply cant forget snappin pixxies, in betw. LOLx.
My family and relatives came, to support me.!
Aww, how sweet.
*Muacks.!*

Im so gonna miss OPWO.
boohoohoo.
All da lovelie peeps there.
Lemme see, Adeline, and the rest of the clarinet section, Faris, Annette, Hafiz, Yaser, Daryl, Jannah, Siraj, and *him.
Ya guys rawk on aytes.

Plus, i even received a stalk of pinkie rose, from my dearest junior, Evelyn.
And, one more, a yellow rosy, from a dear section member too, Daphne.
Thanks loads yearh.!

Woots.
I received a huge *thank you Nilam.!* from my band.
They thanked me for those lil motivational cards that me and Kyn made for them.
I lurve them, all of 'em, to bits and pieces.
Committee, juniors, clarinet section, uniform.!, instruments, and the pieces of score sheets~
The havoc, chaos, hectic environment.
Ohmigosh, it's all over, in a blink of an eye.

ONE BAND. ONE SOUND.

2005-03-07T23:05:00.000+08:00

*lAlalAla.*
Humming to silence.

So many things i've seen,
Inside of you that i,
Will never ever reveal.
So many things i've known,
The true colours of you,
Has finally, finally shown.

He couldnt figure it outt.
What more can i say.?
He wants an explanation, hesitated, well, reluctant, but i refused simply.
Im sure its soo gonna be of insignificance to him.
I mean, he's all over me. Its jus ME that's head over heels.
Oh guys, how they moved on so easily with their life as if nth had ever happened.
I cant go on humiliating myself, making me look like a complete idiot.
Having to put on a mask, gee, its jus insane.

I wish you were here, once again.

2005-03-06T20:07:00.000+08:00

*lAlalAla.*
Humming to Lindsay Lohan.

I can't live without you.
Can't breathe without you.
I'm dreaming abt you.
Honestly, tell me that it's over.
Cos the world is spinnin,
And i'm still livin.
It won't be right if we're not in it together.
Tell me that it's over.

And i'll be the first to go.
Don't wanna be the last to know.

Ooh. How i loong for him to be by my side.
To be of existence in my life.
To be present in my haart.

: : : ___Wishes are never meant to come true.

ERPS.
Why am i gettin so emotional lately.?
*raiseseyebrows*

Spent the whole afternoon over at Laselle SIA.
Band practise with Philyouth.
Oh gosh, today i thought i played quite badd.
My fingers didnt seem to constitute well with the notes that i see on my score.
Ohh gees. It's over anw.
Recording's gonna be in 2 weeks time.
And a week after that will be our concert.

The Philharmonis Winds
& Philharmonic Youth Winds
jointly present

DEATH & Life (and some of the bits in between)

Victoria Concert Hall
Sunday, 27 March 2005
5.00 pm

S$15.00 (stalls)
free seating

Kaes. That's exactly what's flashed on the tix.
I need support from my family/friends. =p.
Aww. Pls.
I know its a wee bit expensive.
But, its gonna be my *opus* concert with the Philyouth.

Yups. Anw, it's been chilly the whole day.
Cold. Brr. Brr. Brr.
Heys. I miss him.
Bye.

2005-03-04T22:57:00.000+08:00

*lAlalAla.*
Hummin to _______.

I've got a stirring headache right now.!
Arrrgh.

Oh yeshies.
I had a wonnnderrrfoool time with my girlfriends at town.
We cranked up the whole afternoon.
Window shoppin all over town.
Lunch at Far East.
Break at Mc Cafe.
=) Funn. Snap pixxies. Not loads. But, will do.

And waitt.
I saw countless of the loveliest pair of shoes at City Link Mall.
Ohmigosh. I managed to stand in front of the rows of shoes, and gasped in awe.
*grinninbroadly*
Heys, even the price was quite reasonable.
I'm like so gonna get a new pair soon.
Erm, yah, soooon.
SOON.

Kay lahh.
I'm so the very the tired.
Nitey~

2005-03-03T13:19:00.000+08:00

*lAlalAla*
Humming to Matchbook Romance.

I buried you along with my haartx.